Love at the 2nd sight ! (Ziam)

Chapter 17

*LIAMS POV*

I felt like someone punched me in the stomach and i lost the ground under my feet. I was pulled back sharp and slammed to the ground. My eyes flew open and i gasped for air, something was different, there wasn't the darkness anymore, i actually could see a white ceiling.

 I had no idea where i was and i felt like i was about to throw up. 

'Liam' a raspy voice whispered beside me and i turned my head. 'Oh my god, who are you and what are you doing here?!' i shouted.

*ZAYNS POV*

 What? What did he say? He what?! 'What ? What do you mean Liam? I'm Zayn ' i asked shocked. 'I don't know someone named Zayn!' my hert shattered to pieces, this couldn't be happening, no. The beeping sound became faster. I jumped up. 'Liam' i shouted. Immediately nurses and doctors ran into the room pushing me to the door. 'Sir, you  need to leave' a nurse said and moved me out of the door closing it. 

I felt my eyes filling with tears and slid down the wall until i came to sit on the floor. What was happening? Why? I loved him, i loved him so much. He was my angel, my everything, i needed him. I couldn't live without him and i couldn't stand losing him. 

The minutes passed by without me realizing. I came back to reality when i felt someone touching my shoulder. I looked up into those beautiful blue eyes and without a second thought i wrapped my arms around the person and started sobbing. 'Shhht Zayn' Jamie whispered, wrapping her arms around me aswell. 'It's all my fault' i managed to get out between my sobs. 'It's not' she said, her hand drawing soothing circles on my back. 

I was such a horrible person, i hurt her, how could i do that? She was amazing, she didn't even care about how much i hurt her. She was here, holding me, trying to comfort me. 'I'm so sorry' i whispered 'so sorry for everything i did to you'. 'Don't, it's about Liam, not about me' she answered, still not letting go of me. 

I felt the presence of another person next to me and Jamie let go of me. To see who it was i turned my head and looked into Louis face, he looked so sad and broken. 'I'm sorry for attacking you Zayn, it's not your fault, you made Liam happy' he said without looking at me and instead of responding i hugged him tight. His body relaxed a little and he started crying too. 

When we let go i saw everyone was there.  When Liams mum saw me looking at her she smiled and came over. 'You were right' she smiled with tears in her eyes 'he is awake, you were right Zayn'.  Yes i had been right about Liam waking up but i didn't expect what happened in there. 'He doesn't remember me' i said a little bit louder. Everyone fell into silence. I was about to say something else when a nurse came out of Liams room. 'Are you all here for Liam Payne?' she asked. 'I'm his mother and those lovely guys are his friends' Karen answered for us. 'Okay, so your son is awake but he is really weak. He had a panic attack when he woke up and he had a short moment of amnesia but he should remember everything now, Mrs. Payne you can go to see him now, he's asleep but he should wake up soon.' she gave us all a small smile and left. So he could remember? Wow that were good news and i hadn't received good news in some months. 

'You can go first sweetie' Karen kneeled down in front of me. 'What? No, he's your son' i asked shocked. 'Yes he is, but you are in love with him Zayn and he is in love with you too, just go and see him i will go later' she smiled, stood up and held out her hand. I took and she pulled me to my feet. Karen gave me an encouraging smile and i slowly started to make my way to the door, i was scared, more than scared.