Beyond The Sky (A Luke Hemmings Romantic Novel)

"Young Blood Shines"

"We lie beneath the Stars at night

Our hands gripping each other tight

You keep my secrets hope to die

Promises,swear them to the Sky."

The other day I woke up by the deep rays of sun, crowling back into my sheets,then splashing into my face. I know I said twilight was about to come but my whole World is made of it,I can't stop the furtune in my soul,still resting there,not forgetting any little single word of Yesterday. Yesterday..what happened yesterday. I just slept all day,that didn't make me feel better because one day,which is today,I woke up. Woke up and another world called "Reality" hit me hard,harder than a bus.

Blood. The first word that came into my mind this morning. Pale. Headache. My mother. I remember that my mother said to Her:"Take Care,get well." The only thing screaming in my brain right now,waking me up and no,it wasn't a nightmare,this time was World of Hell,Reality slamming into us. I only know one thing for sure,she doesn't want Me to know about her illness.

I tried to get off of bed,tried to izolate all of the deep disturbing light resting there into my sheets,then blinding me in all the ways. It was a beautiful view from my window,all sunlight,the garden,brighting in green more than ever,flowers and roses flying into the air,building it,all of the perfumes in one right place. Beautiful. I wish I could find the peace I used to find before my life could be a hurricane every single day. So,this is where we are,nowhere. And to think that I opened my arms for her,my soul,my wounds and relieved my knives,again. Nothing hurts more than a lie,they say it's just a lie,white one,but she didn't show me nothing,for a moment you think about all those memories,it's true,they never die,never fade,depends of the person you've build up these memories. I opened my life to her,which at first sight,it isn't that I might have any interesting or exciting life! There's no one hopeless more than me. What kind of blood she's made of! Well,another reason to go in Oxford then. She doesn't want me in her life,doesn't want to share her problems with me,maybe I'm being unfair,but I've had totally enough. I've been dying and yes,I'm still breathing,but not like I want to. I'm not scared of Death,indeed,I'm scared of how long will I live,what will my life be like,will I enjoy it as much as I should..I'm blessed with a curse,nothing else than a terrible,horrible,very bad curse. It seems like..it's true,I've been biting my tongue too much. I hope this goes somewhere,I hope God,for the first time in my life,supports my actions and the life or the curse he gave me. She makes it shine.

I took all my powers to get up,I forced myself to not scream all these stupid,death thoughts of mine right now,right here,where nobody could hear me. It's stupid,it doesn't make sense. I started to put my muscles on move,so they could scream too,scream louder than I would ever do. The stairs took me three seconds to go downstairs,in the empty living room but to me it seemed like years and years. It didn't go that way. Well,another chance for me to shine my thoughts too,the living room was not empty,there was my beautiful mother sitting in one of the black cotton couch,while in one of her tables,as usually her big cup of coffee rested there,keeping her away from nightmares,keeping her away from her dreams,keeping her awake,too much difference from her son.Now,for the last time,I will shake all the Earth,I will make oceans to drown the World,I will bring the Sky here on Earth,so their impossible love can be directly possible,so I can know,what type of love is mine and Ariane's,so I can know her real life,the real Her.

-Good-morning,mother,-I snapped harshly.

She picked up her face,so surprised and caught up from my tone.Well,this is what life is.

-Luke,-she calmly said.

I praised the Lord once more before I could start,raising my messy blonde head up because I want him to really hear me,to believe me and to take that curse back.