=͟͟͞͞➳❥Love When You're Ready [Baekyeol]

"love when you're ready, not when you're lonely"

If only this was the case for Byun Baekhyun; it had been a month since he fought with Chanyeol, but the fight replayed over and over again, every time he closed his eyes.

Chanyeol's fist collided with the wall, leaving a dent in the grey-coloured wall; the countless photos and Polaroids pasted on the wall shook. "Is it true?" he asked, his voice shaking.

"Chanyeol, please," He begged, reaching a hand out to touch his shoulder. "Let me expl-"

"Just stop!" he shouted, shoving aside his hand. "Please don't touch me." He whispered.

Those four words shot through Baekhyun like a bullet - he took a cautious step back, his entire body trembling.

Chanyeol cried out in anger, punching the wall once more - he had never been as mad as he was in that very moment. He eyed all the photos, many of which had him and Baekhyun, smiling or making a face at the camera. Enraged, he grabbed the first photo and launched it down the hall.

All you could hear was the shattering of the glass. It was in that moment that Baekhyun heard his heart broke. For he had loved Chanyeol, so very much, but not as much as Chanyeol loved him.

Chanyeol turned toward him, breath ragged from his anger. "Why?" He panted, tears starting to form up in his eyes. He curled his hands into fists, but it did not hide the fact that he was trembling. "I loved you, Baekhyun. And I thought you did too." He looked away, afraid he would say something he'd regret.

"I did love you, Chanyeol. Baby, please listen" he begged, willing Chanyeol to look him in the eye. He didn't.

"I just wanted someone to love me okay? I was .. Lonely. And I'm sorry I used you like this, okay? But I really do love you. I fell in love with my best friend, Chanyeol. And that's you" he whispered.

"Bullshit." he spat. "Don't love someone until you're ready, Baekhyun, because you being with me just because you were lonely...it sucks." He took a shaky breath, running his fingers haphazardly through his hair.

"It's suck 'cause I loved you, I really did. But now, I'm not too sure. And you took advantage of the fact that I have always loved you."

Baekhyun tried to respond, but the tears blurred his vision, and all the words he wished he could say was caught in his throat; the last thing he remembered seeing was Chanyeol walking out the door, whispering, "Love someone because you genuinely love them. Not because you're lonely".

The door slammed shut.

A/N: this was also posted on my tumblr! babyixiing.tumblr.com