Wings

7. New beginnings

Yuri's POV:

I still cant fucking believe it. what the actual fuck? how on earth did i manage to make her like me? how can she even tolerate me? i thought as i jogged pass the park near my apartment. I felt my heart beat even faster and warm inside just at the thought of seeing her again today, fuck I am completely whipped. Do I even deserve this ? Am I good enough for her? Fuck no, I'm not even remotely decent enough for someone so beautiful and pure like her.
Then why the hell on earth does it feel so right? Is sending me here, to this town, to her, a way for my redemption for all the sins I've committed? Do I even have room for redemption?

"Anna, baby, please finish your homework so that you can take a nap. If you need help let me know okay?", I heard the beautiful woman whose been on my mind all night and day as she bent down and kissed her giggling niece. She shook her head and smiled at the child before kissing her forehead and stepping away from the counter to tend the customers.
I picked up Walter's semi finished plate and wiped the counter clean just as I felt a small tug at my trousers, fuck, not again. I looked down to see a pair of eyes looking up at me with an angry little face as the child pointed at her notebook. What? I bent down and rasied my eyebrows, she mistook this and wrapped her small arms around my neck and said,"Aunt bella says youre very good at math and always help her with the fi, the fifaces.  Can you help me with my homework?", I bit my laugh as she struggled to say finances and nodded, "come on". I picked her weightless figure and turned around to tell my boss but her eyes were already on me as she smiled tiredly and gracefully as she nodded and said, "thank you Yuri, ill take care of the customers, anything but math".
 
She neared us and smiled at the happy child before kissing her forehead, all while holding on to my arms. As she pulled away, I couldn't help but ask,"and what do i get?". As expected her brown eyes looked up to mine and widened as her delicate neck started to redden all the way to her flawless face. She smiled shyly and squeezed my arm,"dinner with anna and i tonight? After work. I mean only if youre comfortable with that", she looked down and  pushed  her hair off her forehead , not looking at me. Fuck, how much I wanna push her against the wall and have my wicked  way with her right now. "I would love that, thank you Isabella", I said as she looked up with a surprised and relieved look on her face. Did she really think I would say no to her? Fuck no.

After helping the child and sending her off to Ethans shop, it was almost closing time. I picked put the trash from the kitchen and nodded at Sarah as she smiled and waved at me before leaving, with her husband who patting my back before following her out. This left only me and my extremely stunning boss the only ones here. The thought of having her all alone just for me made me hurry with doing the trash and washing my hands before untying the apron and shuffing it in the locker and heading straight to her office. Even doing something completely simple and non sexual like putting away a notebook and locking up her desk made her look like the most beautiful creature ever created. Her long hair was loosely tied as she still hadn't looked up yet and pulled down her pink sweater before standing up from the chair. "Ready to go home?", I asked as she jumped and looked at me startled. I smiled apologetically and stepped away as she walked out of the cubicle and stood infront of me.

"Hi, and yes. Let me just grab our dinner first", she whispered and smiled as she touched my arm and just as she was about to head to the kitchen, I pulled her to me, without thinking and gently pushed her against the lockers. She held her breath as I leaned my forehead against hers, and looked down at her wide eyes. "Hi", I whispered back, making her giggle soflty and resting her hands on my chest. God what I wouldn't do just to have her consent to kiss the living lights out of her. Unconsciously I licked my lips as I saw her mouth move but was too occupied to register what she said. "Yuri, are you even listening?", she laughed as I shook my head,"no", I replied honestly and stepped away from her. "I said im starving, and im sure you must be too,  so lets gooo", she pushed off the lockers and held my hand as she led us to the kitchen and started packing the leftovers from today. " i know that i should cook something fresh for you, but im soo sorry i literallyhave no energy at all". I walked closer to her and bent down to kiss her cheek. "This is perfect".