Confused *who do i pick* (zayn and niall fan fiction)

i just loved the times when me and Zayn just cuddled up in the couch, where he played with my hair and kissed my forehead, whilst whispering the three words I always he always said ' i love you' but now he gone ...... Busy at work ..... Oh how I missed him

*weeks later*

It was a cold morning and I decided to stay in bed and curl up in a ball longing for the warmth of him.... I heard a loud bang and loud footsteps in the living room, I got scared but yet had the courage to see who was it . Suddenly I felt cold hands wrap around my body and a warm kiss on my neck then I smelt that distinct smell that I was longing. IT WAS ZAYN!!! I looked at his beautiful hazel eyes and started to tear up " don't cry baby or else your gonna make me start up" he chuckled sweetly after and hugged my tightly, my tears then Began to flow I couldn't hold my emotions. " but Zayn why now i thought you'd be on tour ...I - I have to spend time with my cuz she's here for the weekend ... " I really didnt

want to see my cousin I wanted to spend time with Zayn... " no babe sleep over at her's I'll be fine you just have to make it up to me when you come back home" he gave a cheeky wink and I smiled as he took me in his arms.

It was Saturday night and I party'd with Millie my cousin in a club. As we prepared to leave and go to her house I changed my mind and decided to sleep at Zayn's " Millz look I'm really sorry I just miss him soo much .."

" it's ok love, go, I understand" she said understandingly, we hugged and said are goodbyes and then I was on my way to Zayn's

I opened the door excited to see zayn's beautiful face I ran in but heard noises in the bedroom, walking their I was shocked to see what I saw.... I couldn't believe it he was kissing this girl this slut?! What! " Zayn?! How could you?????!!!" I ran away, tears flowing down my eyes "babe look I don't mean too, please !!" He ran towards me and gave me a forceful kiss as he pushed me agains the wall..I pushed away and looked into his eyes " how could you" I continued to run , drive where ever I could I just didn't want to see him...

I made my way to a hotel a few miles away. I went into the hotel room still crying, still broken I looked at my phone 22 miss calls 32 messages 12 voice mails from Zayn. I was shocked yet still angry, I felt betrayed.. My phone then started to ring , it was Niall " hello" I said trying to hold back the tears as I spoke

" look I heared, babe I know where you are I'm gonna go there now"

" no please don't" I was confused on how he knew where I was but to weak to wonder why, before I could speak again, he hung up. I was then left there...alone...depressed

*1hr later *

I heared a knock by the door I opened it too see Niall , I always liked him,he was funny and cute , but of course I loved Zayn but now I just tried to forget about him. Niall ran up to me and gave me a hug he snuggled his face into my neck and held me tightly " you ok sweet heart" he said I didn't answer, we then made our way to the bed. " look I really don't want to talk about what happened I just don't want too see Zayn's face again" he looked at me and held my face " I understand love I just wanted to tell you something ....." He took his hands off my face and layed them down, he bit his lip and looked at my eyes " I know it's a really bad time but I always liked you, you were always special..." He said whilst looking down towards the floor. There was a long pause suddenly I kissed him I was too angry to think about what I was doing I just kissed him, his lips were soft, I was longing for more, yet felt no guilt what so ever...

Suddenly someone burst through the door I stopped kissing Niall and looked up to find Zayn staring at the Both of us niall looked puzzled yet I could see the guilt in his eyes... "I...I -I..." I stuttered, Zayn rushed out,

my tears came back, as I cried Niall took his arm around me..

To be continued

Yeah sorry it's really crap I know it's my first one and i thought I shud give it a go, anyways hope you like it, you can leave a comment just no hate.. Thanks xxxxxxx