Your Not Him

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Jai POV:

I pushed her against the bed. She really was beautiful. She looked so innocent so perfect. I'd give anything for her to be mine again. But she doesn't want me she never will. After what i did. I didn't mean to it just happened. I felt so bad that day. My heart broke watching her cry on the ground.

The fear in her eyes that day made me just want to take it all back. As i looked at her eyes now i saw the same but worst. Tears flowing down her cheeks. I wanted to comfert her. But she wouldn't let me anywhere near her. She thinks i only want to hurt her. But i cant touch her unless im hurting her. I didnt want to hurt her it wasnt something i tired to do.

I saw the tears still flow and her eyes wandering trying to think of what i was going to do next. I swiped a tear and her eyes clutched slowly opening after noticing i hadn't hurt her. I lowered over her and gently placed my lips against her. Still she didnt kiss back. What changed what made the fireworks leave for her. Who blew out the fire between us. I knew who it was. Liam. If it wasnt for him we'd be together. She still be mine. Id still have her in my arms but because she wanted to be there. I placed my hand on her waist. Pushing her shirt up so i could fell her bare skin.

"Please, dont." She said into my ear. I felt her tears. Had i been hurting her this much. Why doesn't she want me any more. Why cant she just love me back. Anger came upon me. I gripped her waist tightly dipping my fingers into her thin skin. She wimpered. "Stop please."

Her reluctant words just angered me more. "Why?" I looked into her deep gray eyes. "Because i dont want this, please stop i..ii.i just dont love you " she said her voice fading as her sentence went along. I put my hand on her face. Why didnt she love me. I raised my hand higher up her body. "Why not." I said sternly. Her eyes clenched as my cold hard hand touched the skin underneath her breast.

"All you do is hurt me." She said.

Naomi POV:

I watched as his eyes darkened after my few words. His hands lowered back down to my waist. He ripped off his shirt. Revealing his tone body he was good looking but id never love him EVER. He took of my large sweater. I was.laying there underneath him. The only thing keeping our bare skin from touching was the tanktop i had on. I winced as his cold hand went under ny shirt bushing over my belly button.

He lips lowered to my ear. "I dont mean to." He slowly whispered. He confused me so much. He hurt me so bad but it seemed as if he really didnt mean it but he kept hurting me over and over again. His arms pulled off my leggings. "Please stop, if Liam-" he cut me off. His face was pressed against mine our noses touching.

"LIAM, WHATS SO GREAT ABOUT HIM. WHY DO YOU LIKE HIM SO MUCH. WHATS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ME AND HIM. WHY CANT YOU JUST LOVE ME. AND ENJOY THIS LIKE LOVERS DO." He breaths hit my face. I watched as a tear slowly formed at the side of his eye. It flowed down his cheek.

I wiped it away as i said. "Because... I love him." His eyes widen as he heard my words.

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