Dear who?

A introduction!

You may think I will start of with 'dear diary' but I'm not that type of cliché people. I do it my own way
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Why?
Why must my life be this way?! With a abusive father and a mother that doesn't even care.
My mother called the police for my dad for being abusive to her and us but then she does the same. I don't get it? What's the point. What's the point in doing that and then letting him back in and Doing the same?!

I just want a happy life. Sure I love my dad to bits and mum. My dad isn't selfish but he is an Arab. And a Arab from Algeria and is abusive. Where as my mum is from Ecuador and is a Latino and isn't an Arab. Crazy I know.
They both met in England In collage. And my mum was a Christian before and my dad has always been a Muslim. She converted into a Muslim and that makes me and my 3 younger sisters a Muslim too.
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That's enough of my parents. It's time to introduce me.
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Hello, my name is Yamina Amira Ziar. I was born in England and my parents are Muslim and so am I. I have brown hair,brown eyes,brownish/tanned skin and I weigh 33kg.

I LOVE anime and books and comedy. I like all subjects (yes even maths) but I don't like dance. I'm horrible at it. I like all animals but rats,reptiles, frogs,bugs and spider. Oh! And flies. I HATE flies and anything that is small and flies. But birds.
I'm rarely seen outside. I like winter,spring and autumn. I'm not much a fan of summer.

In school I have quite a lot of friends but my best friend would be the one that has been with me since nursery. And that would be my best friend parmy. Or parmida. She been with me through thick and thin.
I like all subjects (even maths) but I really like chemistry and home ec (cooking).

I have OK grades. And a good student. Not very popular though. But you could say I'm in the middle.

Im the person that smiles a lot and likes to make people happy and cheerful. But I'm not hyper and energetic. I like it when I see people happy that it makes me all bubbly inside. I guess I'm kinda cliché?

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What I see in a guy?
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Because I'm a Muslim I'm not aloud to date or be a girlfriend with any boy. It's a big haram! (Forbidden)

But if I could I would like a guy that Is happy and smile and like me for me.

I don't like the ones that are awkward and jerk-ish and dumbs me the next days bd judges by how I look and who I hang out with. That's just rude!

I currently have a crush. He's nice and we have talked before and I used to go to his primary but moved to another school and moved again and again etc...

He has blonde hair and blue eyes. That's what gets me the blondes with blue crystallising eyes. For some odd reason?

I wonder if he has noticed me before? Because we have glanced a few times before. But I thought it was a coincidence. But we seem to have done it a lot. (Wow I'm saying 'but' a lot)

Any who. I really should get going it's like 12:00
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Thanks for listening dairy!
C u tomorrow