Love everlasting - Avengers fanfic

Broken bones

As you walk into the Lavatory you see Odin..And there he sits, so proudly on his throne. Believing he knows what justice is. You could kill him right then an there. There's nothing you wanted more...But Thor was right. That wouldn't bring them back, it would only take Away. But he could give you what you wanted.

"Odin" you yell. As you walk with a fast pace towards him. Still deciding whether or not you should kill him or let him kill you.

"Y/n Idunndottir, you're late"

"I've made a choice.." you say confidently.

"Have you?" He asks suprised.

"I want you to erase every memory of Asgard from my mind, strip me of my powers, kill me.. do your worst"

"No" Odin says coldly.

You look up from the ground.

"No?"

"You have proved your worth, and I will spare you. You can freely stay on Asgard" Odin smiles.

"I'm not choosing because I have too." You speak louder. "I want nothing to do with this realm, I will never return. I want to forget"

Odin quickly stand up from his throne, looking down at you.

"I am very honored by your mercy, I simply do not deserve it." You say as you fall down to you knees. "All father I am begging you to take the pain away.. make me forget" you sob.

"Am I to understand that your grief for my son is stronger than your will to stay?" Odin asks softly.

"Yes, I can't live in a world where he isn't in it.. but I would much rather never have loved at all, than to live with only a memory of his"

"Do you not wish to know what happened to your mother?"

"It changes nothing my king.. I have made up my mind.. all you need is to make up yours"

"What of Thor?"

"I love Thor deeply as you might know, but he'll only be a constant reminder of what I lost" you say as you once again look down at the ground. Trying to hold back your tears.

"You're making a mistake y/n" he says softly. "Once it's done, it cannot be undone."

You feel a shift in your stomach, this couldn't be the same Odin you talked to a few days ago. Firstly he would never call you y/n.. secondly he did not care for mercy. That couldn't possibly..

"I talked with me father, and he was incredibly understanding about my situation."

Unless it wasn't.

You look up at him once more.

"You've got to be kidding me" you begin laughing manically. "You selfish asshole, I can't believe you actually did that" you yell, taking of your shoe, throwing it right as his head.

"How dare you speak to your king that way" Odin raises his voice.

"Oh come on.. who do you think you are" you growl as the anger sets in.