Chances (Joseph Simon Araneta Marcos FanFriction)

Part X 💖

Akala ko matatahimik kameng dalawa buong byahe at puro pag buntong hininga niya lang ang maririnig ko pero hindi pala.

"Serene" tawag niya sakin sabay pabagal niya sa pag mamaneho.

"Sera let's talk i know i hurt you a lot but please let's talk." Sabi niya pa kaya napatingin ako.

"Simon you know how much i wanted to talk to you, but you also know why i don't want to talk this time." Sabi ko tsaka ako tumingin sa mga mata niya.

Hindi na ulit siya nag salita pero ramdam kong nakikiramdam siya sa akin. Hanggang sa makarating kameng City hindi na kame ulit nag usap pa.

"Thanks for the dinner Goodnight!" Tuloy tuloy na sabi ko tsaka bumaba ng sasakyan niya.

Pakiramdam ko sa halos isang oras naming mag kasama sa sasakyan halos hindi ako makahinga para akong kinakapos.

Bigla tuloy sumakit ang ulo ko kaya naman dali dali nako umakyat sa condo ko para makapag pahinga.

Pag pasok ko sa condo doon ko lang nalang iniyak lahat ng sakit. Hindi ko alam na pwede palang makaramdam ka ng sakit kahit sobrang tagal na.

Flash back..

"To answer your question earlier which is why i didn't tell you that I'm coming because i wanted to surprise you." Sabi niya kahit hindi ko na maalalang natanong ko sa kanya yon.

"And to tell you the truth i honestly surprise because you're here with me." Sabi ko naman tsaka ngumiti ng totoo.

"I know cause i saw how you got surprise. You hugged me so tight haha." Sabi naman niya kaya nakaramdam akong hiya.

Ganon ko ba siya na miss though kahapon lang naman nangyare yung hindi namin pag kausap kahit isang oras sa isang araw?

"Honestly i miss you too Sera. And that's one of the reason why i want to see you personally. I can't just stay there and look at you in phone." Sabi niya kaya naman naramdaman kong namumula ako.

Hindi ko alam ang isasagot ko first time ko marinig sa kanya yung mga ganong salita na namimiss niya din pala ako kahit mag kausap kame.

"Hey look at me Sera, look i know this is not the right time to tell you this but somehow your existence makes my world happy and alive." Sabi pa niya tsaka hinawakan yung kamay ko.

I feel so really happy when i heard that na napapasaya ko at nagiging alive siya without knowing na ganon din ako sa kanya.

I'm gonna admit it yes he is one of the reason why i let myself happy again after Nate left. Somehow his existence makes me move on from the pain.

"I don't want to be cheesy but that's the truth, and please don't think that I'm just saying this because you are here with me." Sabi pa niya habang mas hinihigpitan yung hawak niya.

"Lastly don't think that I'm just going to use you to move on over Faye." Sabi niya pa tsaka ako hinalikan sa noo.

"Si" yon nalang nasabi ko sa lahat ng sinabi niya.

Na blangko ako hindi ko alam kung anong dapat kong sabihin kase--

"You don't have to say anything Sera, and I'm not waiting for anything." Sabi pa niya tsaka ako nag start mag drive.

Since here in Uk the cars are left handed i'll be the one who's going to drive and i want him to take a rest because i know how tiring it was to travel.

"Hey speak up Sera, I'm so scared to death now." Sabi niya tsaka pinisil kamay ko.

"Si I'm think the same way, i know that this is not yet the right time but you are the reason why i want to move forward." Sabi ko naman tsaka ako natingin sa kamay namin.