Chapter uno: Forget & Regret
Diamond Miller
California
[05-28-2022] Dear notebook..
Well she said it's a "journal for the new me"
Whatever the fuck that's suppose to mean. As you know, future me, or whatever nosey bitch reading this, my name is julyssa. My stupid ass therapist gave me this and I don't know why the fuck im doing this it looks stupid. I don't see anything wrong with me for me to need therapy but before my grandma died all she asked was I get help because apparently, I been through a lot.. new flash I already knew that shit but im a thug i got this without all this white people shit and this notebook--oh my apologies "journal" Then my doctor thinks she got the right to tell me I need to stop smoking?? Bitch who told you to mind my business? Like just cause u got a paper that gives you validation that are you are something in life don't mean u finna tell me what's right for me. That's all I got for all right now I need a smoke break from all this writing.-xo,
D.I sighed closing my "journal" and putting the black silk tassel on the page I was on.
I sat the journal on my glass coffee table, I had a black and white theme throughout my whole 2-bedroom apartment.
My poodle hazel is brown, but we not gone do too much on my pookie.
I took the already rolled fat ass blunt off the top of my macbook air where i rolled it earlier, you could tell by the weed buds on it.
I got my BIC black lighter and ran my lighter on the blunt, I didn't like when it was wet-- and since I had big lips it tended to get wet when I rolled.
After it was dry enough for my liking, I sparked the blunt up as i held the blunt in my mouth.
I inhaled and did a smooth and slow ghost.
I played bryson tiller-keep doing what you doing while i smoked thinking all in my thoughts- just sitting back on my black velvet couch.
Just when i was about to get to my favorite part of the song somebody else who's irrevalant notified me anyway when my phone is def on dnd..
I patted my cdg bonnet while i skimmed over my notifications.
i forgot his name
when you gone come back overrrr 😫😫😫💙
@ shadpaid 😤
nigga tmb
@ shadpaid 😤
smoke session gg?
tree man 🥰🥰🥰
i can throw you 25 since you pretty 🙄🙄
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General Fictiona book that i freestyled so dont ask me what the plot is suppose to be.