•𝗡𝗮𝗿𝗱𝗼 𝘄𝗶𝗰𝗸'𝘀 𝗡𝗲𝘄 𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗲•

forgiveness?

                           Brisha💕
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i quickly hung up the call letting more tears slip from ma face. We wasn't datin anyway so why tf was I feelin so hurt. Of course Nardo gone do him. But he told me he was gone make me his..what changed?

I cried as 2am by Sza turned on makin me cry harder grabbin a pillow to cuddle. Not one person was there to comfort me at ma fuckin lowest. Fuck all of em even ma brotha I thought he'd be here for me but nah not even him.

Fuck every damn body in this house they don't fuckin understand what tf I'm goin through reliving all this shit ova and fckin ova again.

I blocked Nardo's number sighing lookin at a dress in ma closet.

I walked ova to it gettin it off a hanger it was on, I didn't even kno this was in there. Maybe I can go to club to clear ma mind just me, myself, and I. i set the dress on ma bed. I'm maybe gone head out round 9 or sum.
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Horace💕
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After two nights ago I couldn't bring maself to talk to Bri. Aborting a damn baby 2 years ago without nobody knowin, I can't cuff no shorty like dat, hell nah what I look like cuffin dat. But maybe she had ha reasons whatever those were she should have told somebody bout shi like dat before doin that typa ignorant shi.

Last night I had to get ma mind of ha goofy ahh, so I fcked some girl I met before meetin Bri. Today I wanted to confront ha bout all dis shi So I was on ma way to da crib where they was all at.

I pulled up puttin ma car in park gettin out. I walked in lookin at dooka, Jt, tarius, nd Jacarion on da game.

"Aye where Bri ass at?" I walked ova to Jacarion lookin down at him

"She in ha room, she ain't came out dat shi since."

I nodded headin up there I had a knot in ma stomach. Ion kno why I was gettin a bad feelin bout seein ha ass but I decided to get dis shi out da way.