truth hurts .

Here I am now, crying, hurting and dying for someone

Someone who I want to be with

Someone I am missing so much

Someone my system is looking

I want to go risk everything to have him by my side

Go give up anything to be beside him

Leave everything just to have him

But I can't , I know I can't

Cause even when my heart is craving for him

Even when my eyes are out crying for him

Even if my breathing stop for running after him

Nothing beats the reality that I am chasing someone

Someone who don't even had a second thought of leaving me

Someone who continues to enjoy his life not having me around

Someone who is very much fine losing me

The reality is even when I am willing to throw my world just to have him again

Just to hold his hands again

Just to sit next to him again

The idea that he didn't miss nor long for me is what kills me most