Emir's Pov:
I was sitting at the yard, trying to collect my thoughts, what was happening to me!
My brain didn't have any idea, it couldn't calculate what is going on, but anything it was, it wasn't what I expected!
I heard her walking in the yard, coming near to me,
'The way she walks.. strong and confident! Godd!! this must not go on like this! kendine gel Emir!'
As She was coming nearer, I could feel flames growing in my body more, it was getting hotter and hotter, like I was in the depth of hell, it was two suns making there hot, one the sun in the sky, the other Efsun Armağan on the earth.
I opened first buttons of my shirt so I could get more air."Emir Demirhan!"
'Her sound! damn!! her sound!!!'
"Efsun Armağan!"
I tried to keep my guard up, not to make her suspect how I feel, She was just a woman, like the others I saw everyday! and for more.. She was my competitor, The one who took what I deserved to have!
'Man! don't fool yourself, you are driving crazy for kissing her again!! did you count the nights you have dreamt kissing her after you did at the party, did you count the times you wanted to have her in your arms, how many times have you imagined her kisses on your body!'I took a deep breathe, tried to make my thoughts silent, She came nearer and sat right next to me, wearing a short blue skirt and turqiouse top, having her hair on her well-formed shoulders.
She sat right next to me, put one of her legs on the couch we were sitting on, and turned to me.
I did the same so I could talk with her face to face, that I wish I didn't we were now so close to each other that I could feel her warm breathe on my face, God!!! her wild green eyes! with that look!!! like there is a fire in a jungle, and that fire was catching me more each second."Why are you playing with me?" She asked, talking right in my face.
" I am not playing with you!"
I said, tried to keep my guard up, and hide what I was feeling at the time from my look."Emir Demirhan!! you will be so regret about this, I didn't want to fight with you, but you started the war yourself! When you play with fire, you should accept burning as well!"
"Are you the fire?" I laughed, even though my brain was shouting 'you are already burned in that fire!'
"Laugh! I wish these laughters don't turn to your last ones!"
She said seriously, coming near to me, so near that her skin touched mine.
"I'll make you cry, Emir!"
"Me? Crying! Hadi ya!! what else!?"
"you'll see!"
She went back, but unconsiously, my body followed her, to keep the touch of our skins,
'I'm ruined! fuckingly bad ruined!!!'A wild smile covered her face, I don't know If I am the only person or not, but there is a flame, burning in her eyes.
She moved her head and gave me more space,
'She is doing this in purpose, Man!! what are you doing!?!!!!!'
But my body wasn't listening to me, It was doing what it wanted, It was crazily craving for kissing her, but my brain was trying its best to keep me from doing that.She came back and disconnected our touch,
"I'll push you out of the clinic!"
"Do whatever you can! Küçük patron!"In contrast the last time, She didn't get angry, She just stared in my eyes, like She was aware that what her eyes can do to me.
"Bence.. wait a bit, you'll see what this küçük patron can do!"I smiled at her: "Tamam!"
I knew She can't push me out of my own clinic, but I was totally aware of what She can do, I didn't say anything, All I was waiting for, was the end of this three months, and then everything will go to its previous status, So I prefered not to continue this.
She was standing up, but like I wasn't successful in hidding what I was feeling, or maybe like her name, She had a magic or power to see my soul, She bent and while her lips where touching my ear, She whispered:
"I'll be your hell! Emir Demirhan"Then She looked in my eyes, to see her affection on me, 'Kendine gel Emir! Don't give her what She wants!'
But this was her power, to make me magiced, my brain was saying something else, but I fuckingly wanted to take her hand and kissed her hard at that moment, make her feel what She makes me feel, feel herself powerless and unable to do anything.
'Kendine Gel Emir!!!!!'
My brain shouts!
'You are already lost! Why not losing more!?'
It was her sound in my brain, Like her magic went in my whole body.
'Kendine Gel Emir'
I don't know if the time has stopped or She is standing for too much in front of me in that position, having one of her hands on the couch and staring at me, Like She was aware that her magic is in her eyes.I can't remember how, but I did it, All my walls ruined in a second, I took her hand which was on the couch and grabbed her, She lost her balance and fell on my lap,
'If burning is like this.. I want to burn'
I put my lips on hers, in contrast the last time, I kissed her wilder, passionately, closed my eyes, and got lost in taste of her lips, it was sweet, hot and wet.The world stopped for me, when She kissed me back, when I felt her lips moving on mine, I forgot about everything I used to think or feel.
I put her on the couch, covered her completely, as She was in company with the kiss, I was feeling more free,
Her hands came up and touched my chest, but not this! No, Efsun! you don't have this right! not now! you can't magic me with this.
I took her hands and put them up her head, but She freed her hands and put them around my neck, and pulled me down, I lost my ballance and fell on her 'This is what you do to me! you make me lose my balance'Finally we stopped when we got breathless, but still our faces were in touch, She opened her eyes, looked at me with her wild eyes,
"What is about you? what's this magic in your eyes!?"
"I am Efsun! It's my nature!!"
I stared at her, the ocean of my eyes were lost in jungle of hers.
"You forgot? most kings (Emir=King) fail by magic of a woman (Efsun=Magic)"
"I won't be that king!"
"You already are!"
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