Stolen love

Chapter 4

Katherine

I open the door to my room and I find Fernandez sleeping. He was lying on his back with one hand under his head that is turned to the side. He didn't have a shirt on and the very dim light of on the nightstand showed off his abs in the most perfect way possible. He looks so peaceful and calm. I envy him for being able to sleep without having any worries on his mind. I walk quietly over to my closet and take some pyjamas out of it. I let my tight black dress fall to the ground and I step out of it.

"You are beautiful" I hear a low and quiet whisper coming from behind me. I turn around and see Fernandez staring at me with his eyes half open. You could clearly see that he had just woken up. I normally would've gone to the bathroom to change, but I thought that he was sleeping so I didn't think it would be a problem to just change here. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to wake you" I said, trying to avoid answering his compliment. "It's okay, I don't mind" he said, looking very intensely in my eyes. "You have the body of a goddess, you know that right?" he said, without breaking eye contact. The eye contact was so intense that I completely forgot that I'm still standing in just my underwear. "T- thank you" I said. Oh god why did I stutter.

I quickly put on my pyjamas and crawled in to bed, next to Fernandez. We were both lying on our backs, staring at the ceiling. "So, I was thinking that we could move to my mansion" I heard Fernandez say very quietly and slow, almost as if he was afraid of my reaction. There was a minute of silence because I didn't know what to say. "Only if you want to of course. I'll understand if you are not ready yet" he added. He was now on his side, turned to me. "I think that would be a great idea" I said after a minute of silence while also turning to my side so that we are looking each other in the face. It is a great opportunity to finally escape my parents and I think that living together might be a good idea for us. Maybe spending more time together and having our own place will make me more comfortable with him. Maybe it would make me fall in love with him.

He came closer to me, so close that I could feel his breath hot on my skin. Our lips are almost touching now. "Can I kiss you? I want to kiss you so fucking badly" Fernandez whispered. I didn't say anything, I just nodded. We never did anything. He knew that I wanted to save myself for marriage and he respected my choice. I felt his hand grab my waist very gently, he was on top of me now. His kiss became more eager, more hungry and filled with lust. His lips now moved to my neck and then to my ear. I felt him get hard under his boxers. "Damnit Katherine, what I would do to you if only you'd let me" he whispered in my ear. I just lay there. My body just doesn't react to him. I don't know why but he doesn't give me that tingly feeling in my stomach that want to feel. It's like I'm trying so hard to feel something but it just doesn't happen. Maybe I'm just thinking too much. I don't know what is wrong with me. Is my body just not working or something?

I think he realized that I wasn't in to this as much as he was. He rolled off of me and was now lying on his back again. I could hear his heavy breathing next to me. "I hope that one day you'll feel what I feel when I'm with you. I hope that one day I will make you want me too" he said right before he turned off the light on the nightstand. "I hope so too" I whispered to myself as I closed my eyes and went to sleep.

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