Happier Than Ever ¦ T.K ✔

Happier Than Ever

⚠ sexual harassment
-if you are not comfortable reading this, you can skip

This story inspired by a song "happier than ever" by Billie Eillish

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"im done with your ass,im breaking up with you,it is only one thing that i want and you can't even give it to me you are so pathetic Jeon,so pathetic! " with all of that hurtful words that he throwed,he left,he left me.

This night was hell for me

He kept asking that i should give him my first,but i always deny his request.Am i wrong for doing that?

I love him, really.

But..

Am i wrong for keeping the only thing that can keep my dignity?I thought i am right ,guess im not.

I grew up being a bastard son,having to be born to this world is not really to be grateful for–tainted by my criminal father,people think i might be like him.

This makes my dignity be tainted too.

I keep thinking to myself..

If he really loves me, he would respect my decision right?

Or maybe he's right, that i should just give my whole to prove my love for him

I don't know where I'm missing, is my love not enough for him?

Sometimes i feel scared when he's around...

I can't help my self to doubt his love for me, his 'i love you's that i dont even know if he's saying it to his heart–are not enough to make me feel that his love for me is true

Do he really love me?

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Walking my way to my apartment,sadness consuming my whole body

Silly me thinking that he still cares for me–telling myself that after all those words that he threw to me,he still cares guess what?he's not

I feel so betrayed.

I thought he won't stoop that low just because i couldn't give it to him

He's just angry at me that's why he said that right?

We just broke up

But why is he fucking his girlbestfriend?

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Pacing at my room,feeling agitated

Ive got a call from his friend, saying Tae went to my apartment, completely drunk, driving under the influence of alcohol

I flinched when i heard the front door slammed , i knew it was taehyung so i immediately ran downstairs

I whimpered when he suddenly slam my body to a nearby wall, for sure my back will hurt like hell

But i started crying when i feel his sloppy kisses on my neck,im clearly not ready for this

I tried getting out of his deadly grip,punching his chest hoping that he'll let go of me but its no use

He won't stoop this low to sexually assault someone right?

"Taehyung please, let me go, you're hurting me" i wailed when he slapped me on my left cheek, my hand grasping quickly it

"Stupid bitch, i dont understand why you're so against about having a sex with me when i clearly know that your a slut that wants dick and mone-"

I couldn't help myself but slap him in the face

How dare he?Im not like that.

"How could you say this things to me, i gave everything for you!!,my dignity is the only thing i have for me, at least let me keep it for myself, i dont even know if you really love me or you just want to get in to my pant-"

"Yes!your right, thats the only thing i want ,and you're not even good at it, i dont even know why did i agree to this stupid bet! " he angrily says, no regret in his eyes as he slowly crushed my heart, droplets of tears streaming down my face

I should have known...

I am so stupid

His face got confused when i started laughing at his face, looking like a crazy, but thats what i am right?

Crazy for hoping that he will change,that he will respect me,that he will treat me right the way i deserve,that he will love me...

"I dont want to be with a crazy lowlife like you, your just making yourself more useless, and i just want to let you know that ive been cheating on you with eunha, at least she gave me pleasure unlike you, pathetic."

he spat those hurtfull words on my face not even considering my broken self ,leaving me without looking back ,but at least im free from his misery

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Here i am watching my own reflection

Ugly,yeah he's right

Even my body,it doesn't look right

Now that everyone left me

Do i  still have any reason to live?

I held the sharp razor and pierced slowly in to my wrist and my blood start to flow out of the wound , i feel my head being light

I know i only have a few minutes and i will finally be free from this misery

Im feel numb....
I cant feel anything....

As im slowly nearing my death, i remember all the things ive been through with tae

To the man that i loved...

Im finally free from you...
From your missery.

End

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so i edited this too,,the whole plot doesn't even make sense so i changed its plot,it's still a sad ending but unlike the previous i deleted the scene where tae 'regrets' doing that to kook,cuz that doesn't even make sense cuz clearly tae doesn't care even a lil bit on kook so why suddenly regret lol

i mean there's nothing big changes

vut hope y'all like it

probably soon ill write more stories like this

of course angst and sad endings heheh