Who Do You Love? ~A Jasper Love Story~

Hello my name is Katelyn. I'm a normal human being living in Forks and I'm a senior in highschool. I have a friend named Jasper, Jasper Cullen.

I only see him as a friend, since I can't have feelings towards him because of his soul mate, Alice Cullen, it breaks my heart, that I can't be with him, because Alice clung on to him like they've known eachother forever, it just seems like that though.

Sure, he and his family are weird, but my whole life consists of weird and I like it. I'm emo, at least I don't really look like it. I just cut myself if I get too depressed, but it's not all the time because since Jasper has came into my life, I've changed... Even my life itself.

~At Katelyn's House~

"Stop yelling or you'll wake her up!" Yup. My parents were fighting at 4 in the morning. I'm used to it. I slowly crawl out of bed and put on clothes and shoes and climb out my window, down the tree. I am tired of all the fighting, so maybe I'll just go visit Jasper, even if he may be asleep.

"Shit..." I mumbled, I had forgotten my keys. Fuck it, I'll just walk even if it may be a long walk throught the forest, and trying to attempt to find the house where all the Cullens' lived. I needed Jasper. He will understand if I call him this early though, right? I'll just find out then.

I grab out my phone, and I have Jasper on speed dial so I call him, and he quickly answers "Hello" oh man, I loved his voice

"Hey, Jasper"

"Oh, hey Katelyn, what's up?"

"If it's not too much to ask for, I was wondering if you could pick me up from my house, so I can get some shut eye?"

"Sure" he sounds happy, him and I enjoy eachother's company whenever we can have it

"Thanks"

"Anytime"

"Bye" I say and I quickly hang up before he gets a chance to respond. Five minutes later, and Jasper drives up in Edward's Volvo and I smirk, always have to show up in style. I have shorts on and Converse, and I get a huge scratch on my shin and I yelp instead of screaming because I'm used to the cutting. Jasper shifts uncomfortably in his seat, and it looks like he's holding his breath.

I climb into the passenger seat "Thanks" I say, and he just nods. Strange, usually it's only Alice and I who have these short coversations and it makes me nervous that maybe she got to him.

~Jasper's P.O.V~

Katelyn climbs into the passenger seat and she had fresh, exposed blood gushing down her leg I just want a taste so badly. I needed a taste, she's always had a sweeter scent than Bella, in my point of view.

But if I ever wanted anything more it would be Katelyn's back arching in pleasure... No! What am I thinking? I'm with Alice! The reason of my exsistence, for one, and two, I.. Could really hurt Katelyn if anything were to happen like that, and it could be fatal to her if that were to happen. I can't be in love with Katelyn Rayne Dhamp. Not possible.

~Katelyn's P.O.V~

Jasper seems to be lost in thought, and it's not so safe when you're driving in the dark, or anytime of day. What could that boy be thinking? Probably thinking of Alice... I can't help but be filled with sorrow, Jasper was my friend, but, I seem to have a crush on him.

I don't even have to look at Jasper's face, and I don't even have to study it to realize he's full of sorrow, too. Wow, he must miss Alice so much.. I can't help but have a swarm of jealousy eat me away. I want my razor, as I sink back in my seat ready for the world to eat me away as well.

~At The Cullen's~

Everyone is asleep, and I love the silence already except our depressing silence in the car ride over here. I'm surprised Jasper is the only one awake.

"Is everyone sleeping?" Jasper nods, staring at the house as we exit the car and he walks towards the house at a abnormal speed, kind of weird. I like it though. But all that goes away when he turns towards me with an angry expression, what'd I do?

I freeze in my tracks and wait for him to start talking. "Katelyn, why are always trying to make Alice mad?" What was he saying? I never once tried, I don't like to mess with love. What did I do to deserve this? "I never once tried to sabotage anything" "Well, Alice feels different. She won't talk to me anymore, not even about her v-" What was he about to say? He looked pissed at himself "Just go inside, I'll be right back."

And he walks in to the dark forest, leaving me. What I do to deserve this love hate relationship? Because I really love it.

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Whaaat do you think? (; I really like it, because I realized earlier today about how much I really do adore Jasper. It even shocks me though. Anyways, check out 'Reiko Cullen' please :') Thanks! ^-^