Midnight Love

Chapter 1 Im only weak fore you

Hannas pov. 

We are finally in norway. Its night. The clock is around 12. I look over at Julia she is almost on her way to fall alseep when we park the car. Then she looks at me. 

"Okey, i take our son and you can take the bagage!" she says. I nod and look at her. Then i walk to the back of the car and take out our stuff. Cosmo is sleeping. Julia holds him. And he is holding his car. Fuck its so much we packed. I take it on my back. And then i walk with Julia to our hotel room. Im about to trip over many times. But she is not alode to now what im dealing with. She looks at me. 

"Hanna, are you doing alright?" she asks and lifts Cosmo more up. 

"Yeah, im fine!" i say and its getting white again. I cant really see where im going. I sight. Its like im about to fall. Not again. Not again. Not again. I can hear Hanna talk with the recpetionist. I look around. 

"We have booked a room!" she says. I cant really see her. THen i her the receptionist. 

"I think she is about to fall!" he says. And i cant see if she is pointing at my way. But then i feel im about to pass out. I fall down and i can hear Julia. 

"Hanna, Hanna!" she says. And then im gone. 

Maries pov. 

Its morning and im on my way to the airport with Sofie. She couldnt follow me but she said that she could follow me there. Im drivng the car. Then im there. She hugs me. I hug her back. 

"Okey, just be careful take it easy with your voice baby i love you and call me whenever you need me!" she says. I nod and look at her. She kisses me. And then she hugs me again. 

"Have fun!" she says. I nod and walk away from her. I take my headphones. And listen to music. I walk on to the airplane. I smile. Its going to be so nice to go home to norway. I smile about the thought. I will se Isak he lefted earlier. I will se my mom there. And my sister and also my dog. Ive miss her so much. Luna. And my mom and my sister Tina. I miss them all. Its feels like the flight will take ours. I sight. And sit her. Im about to fall asleep but then i suddenly start to think again. im thinking of Hanna. Wondering what she is doing this summer. No she is probaly living her lovely family life with Julia. And they are a perfect couple. I miss Hanna. I miss her laugh. I miss her smell. Fuck this. If i didint chose Sofie. Would i be with Hanna now? Would she be my wife and i would be Cosmos mother too. This is all so messed up. I didint pick Sofie it was Sofie that made me pick her. I got a flash back from when i was at the hospital. And was there with me she holded my hand.  And was about to kiss me. Then Sofie walked in and Hanna stopped the motion. Then Sofie walked towards to me. Im back in now days.When i think about it. Im not inlove with Sofie i just thought she was hot. Its Sofie who is manipulating me. That i love her even if i dont. I sight. Fuck her. I look out at the airport window. And wondering. If Hanna saw the video off me saying i like her. And that i love her. I sight again. And close my eyes. 

Hannas pov. 

Im dreaming again. Its Marie she is sitting next to me. We are in a summer meadow. Filled with daisys. Marie is next to me. I smile at her. Then she takes her hand on my cheek. I feel nothing more then safe again. The problems is zero. I have no anixiety at all. I can finally be alive. Again. I feel Maries smell she smells like a forest cabin fire from a fire place. I love that smell. I feel so safe. She looks at me and her smile is huge. Super huge. She drags her hand on my cheek. I feel a little electecity state i smile. She kisses me on the forhead. And holds my hands. She is wearing her chekered skirt and a carhart vest the color of the carhart vest is beige. And she is wearing her nyc cap. With camouflage on. I look at her. She is so cute.