Necklace (Jimin Park)

P1 Central Park

I put my scarf around my neck while eating cookies. Winter already started and I feel like dying because it's so cold.
On the other hand, Christmas is getting closer and closer so I decided to go out and buy some decorations for my tree, living room, kitchen.. .

I decided to spend Christmas alone, it's my first time not spending with my parents. My parents live far away but I am here because of work.
We used to live here before when I was little. I mean not here in this house but a bit further.

But we moved away because my brother died when I was only a couple years old. He fell into a lake and didn't survive. Parents had a hard time so that's why we moved in.

It's not that they want to forget him but forget what happened to their son. They have it difficult if they see the place again and they can't always stay sad. Central Park is the place where they have it difficult to live and I can see the pain in their eyes because they remember what happened.

But it's not that they don't want visit me because I live here and the scene. They're happy too because I'm close where my brother died and they want the best for me and see me happy.

When they're here I always courage them to walk with me. First couple months were difficult for them but they're getting used to it as they sometimes visit me. They're getting more comfortable and we always stay quiet for a couple minutes at the place where my brother died.

My brother was only two years older than me. I bet he was the most sweetest and kindest brother of this planet. I'll never forget him.