Dirty Thoughts - Sebastian Stan Fanfic

Dirty Thoughts - Chapter Ⅰ

~19 Years Old~

I'm so excited! As an early birthday present, Chris is taking me to my first movie premier. It's for his newest, and potentially biggest, role of Captain America. I try to hang back, but Chris doesn't let me and we take lots of goofy pictures, as well as serious ones. We FINALLY get off the red carpet, and almost instantly, this really hot guy walks up to Chris and gives him a man-hug. "Who's this?" The charming man asks, shooting me a smile and wink. "This is Chloe, my little sister I told you about." Chris says, through slightly gritted teeth. I stick my hand out to shake, "It's nice t-" I'm cut off by a hug. "Sorry, doll, I'm a hugger." We pull apart, "I'm Sebastian, and it's nice to meet you. Though I was expecting you to be like 12, the way Chris talks about you." I laugh, and Chris is giving Sebastian eye daggers. "Let's go, Chloe. The movie's starting soon and we need our seats." I wave to Sebastian, "Wonderful meeting you!" Before I'm being pulled to the theater by Chris.

~Present Day~

I saw Seb A LOT after that. So much has changed, yet stayed the same. Chris is still against me dating his friends, and I've stuck to that...but now that I have an entire singing career, and some of my biggest hits are about Seb so it hasn't exactly been easy. Not that anyone knows that he's the inspiration, at least I'm pretty sure no one knows. We've gotten close over the years, but I'm sure all he sees me as is Chris's little sister, and a way to annoy his friend by flirting. Lately though, my thoughts about him have taken a turn. I'm no prude, but the things I'm thinking about him would definitely land me in hell. I feel like a horny teen, but considering I'm normally really innocent and inexperienced it's no shock that's what I'm comparing myself to. I'm in my house's recording studio messing with backing tracks and beats, when I find something I like, and head into the small booth to record my chorus. "I get dirty thought's about you. They get worse when I'm without you. Does that mean I'm going to hell, or are you thinking them as well? Well." I was about to start my tentative first verse, when I see my *temporary* roommates & best friends Grace and Maya walk in. "C, we've been looking for you! Chris said he couldn't get a hold of you." Grace said. "Well what does your boyfriend want?" I say, thinking sure your friends are off limits, but mine are fair game. "He, Seb, Scott and Scott's boy toy are going to the beach, and wanted to see if we wanted to go." She says. "Shirtless Seb?" Maya wiggles her eyebrows at me, as she says it. I swear if they know how I feel about him, I'll die of embarrassment. "We can go. Just let me wrap things up down here, and we'll get ready." I exit the booth and start messing with controls to save the recording, grab my phone, and go up to get ready. I pick my blue tie-dye bikini, and put on shorts and a crop top. I put on some mascara and eyeliner (both waterproof obviously) and packed a beach bag with the essentials. The essentials being wallet, sunscreen, towel, sunglasses, and a good book. I grab a hair tie to throw on my wrist, and meet the others at the door. "Chris says they have lunch and drinks, so all we have to do is show up and look hot." Grace says. "She added the part about looking hot." Maya says, poking Grace's side. I just laughed, locked up, and headed to Maya's convertible.

Half an hour later we're at the beach, and spot the guys in the more secluded area. We walk over, and Sebastian wraps his arms around me before my brothers can, kissing my hair. "Why piss them off?" I ask, my mind racing, and stomach filling with butterflies. "Oh c'mon, it's fun!" He laughs. "We'd like to see our sister now." Chris says, pulling me into a hug, and then over to where he was with Scott and his boyfriend, who are laughing their asses off. "Chris, he was just playing." I whine. "No. He's hitting on you, and he's just going to get you to fall for him, so he can hurt you. I love the guy, but he's a player, and I won't let you get hurt." What Chris just said broke my heart a little, but helped find some lyrics. I sing them to myself in my head so I don't forget them before getting them into the song on my phone. I walk back to get my stuff, find a nice spot for tanning, and get everything settled. I make the additions and changes to the first verse until I decide I'm happy with it. Then, I lock my phone, set it down, and strip down to my bikini.

So as to not piss off Chris, I go looking for him or Grace to help with my sunscreen, only to find them sucking face. So, I find Maya, getting her to help. Stupid Chris and his stupid hypocritical rule. Once I'm all UV protected, I help Maya. She then gets up with a smile and heads into the water. I grab my book, and go to lie down, getting stopped by Mr. Sebastian Sex on Legs Stan. "Hey, C, could you help sunscreen my back?" "Sure, Sebby." I say, successfully hiding my blush until he turns around. I take his sunscreen, squeeze some onto my hands, and then run them up and down his back. I knead it into his shoulders, and he tenses slightly. My mind says he's just stressed, but my heart and body wants it to be more. I resist touching his ass, and just mark it as another thought to shove deep inside my head. "All done, Sebby!" "Thanks, doll." He winks at me before running into the ocean. I finally get to chill and read my book, calming my thoughts. I lie down, and enjoy the warmth of the sun on my skin.

Not much time passes, I'm only a couple chapter in, when I feel droplets of water on my forehead. I look up, "Oh hey, Chrissy." He just smiles and picks me up, in the process making me drop my book. "C'mon, sis, we're at the beach, the ocean is mandatory." He says with a wicked smirk. "Chris n-" I'm cut off by my own squeal as I hit the water. I come up, and see my bikini top floating away. Shit. I cover myself with my hands, and Scott comes over with my top. "Thanks, Scotty." I say as he covers me so I can put my top back on. Everybody's acting like they didn't see my tits out, though I know they all did. Great. Just fucking great.

~Later That Day~

We all go back to my house for a cookout on the patio. The girls and I go upstairs to change and Maya practically shoves me into my room, with Grace following and all but slamming my door. "The hell?" "Seb TOTALLY got a boner earlier when you lost your top!" Maya says as Grace starts digging through my clothes. "Okay...? He's a straight guy who saw a hot chicks boobs. Not like it means he's into me." I say, using sarcasm, trying to not clue them in on how I feel while simultaneously trying not to freak the fuck out. "We'll see about that." Grace says, pulling a really hot outfit out of my closet. "Oh, lord." I say, "Y'all are nuts." I add with an eye roll. "No, you're just in denial." Maya states with a smirk. "I am not. Besides, even if he WAS into me, you know Chris's stupid rule about me and his friends. Grace, if you push this you know he'll be mad right?" I say, trying to throw them off the scent, while going for some sweat shorts. Grace slaps my hand away. "He'll be mad for 2 seconds before he sees that I was right, and then I'll forgive him for being a butt. Now, go put this on and fast, don't want to keep him waiting." She says. "Who says I even WANT to impress him?" I give it one last attempt. "Honey please, none of us are blind, but the boys are dumb to this stuff. We know you have a thing for him." I sigh in defeat and go get dressed. God, give me strength.

End of part 1. Hope you guys enjoyed! And yes, I know the manip sucks...I did it lol. xoxo