I Love Her Forever and Always

62 1 0
                                    

My name is Eric many may know me from Jordan's (Clarkeey) bio....... but I'm her boyfriend and love of her life. I love her so much and she knows that I would walk through hell and back just to see her. She has changed my life in so many ways I have never had someone impact my life as much as her. And I know what most of you are thinking "oh teenage love" but no, theres something about her that..... I don't know I just can't explain it but I feel weird or right when I'm with her she makes me feel like I have never had anything bad done to me weather it would've been by her or someone else. At the age of 4 I was sent to foster care and stay there until I was 10. I'm currently 14 but I never really had a mom she was always drinking or doing drugs. (don't see many moms that aren't doing to that now) I was abused when she was drunk or on drugs weather by her or my own uncle. She didn't care. There was one time when my uncle beat me with one of the big old surfboard looking skateboard, and my mom sat there and laughed at me. So being in foster care, and all those boys schools I really didn't have time to have or try to get my mom back, so our relationship has never been real strong. She always treats my other brothers and sisters better than me. (I know what your thinking, what does this have to do with Jordan changing your life, well you'll see) You see Jordan is a funny, and absolutely beautiful girl and I never want to loose her. There are a lot of reasons that I like this girl. But one of the most important is, that she mothers me (takes care of me like a mother since I never had one) She makes laugh when I'm angry. She can't make me mad. She has never seen me mad. I have a horrible temper but for some reason she is the only person that it wont come out on. No matter what she wears like "fat people clothes" (no offense its just sweatpants and a sweatshirt), or a beautiful dress. I always think that she looks absolutely beautiful and I think how lucky of a guy like me to get a girl like her. But she seems to think that she is the lucky one :) She has made me a happier less stressed, more relaxed, layed back, more physically fit, lucky guy, then I was before I met the love of my life. And what makes it even better that she's my soul mate. That usually doesn't happen until high school, and be high school lovers. But we're in MIDDLE SCHOOL, the 8th grade. I think that if we stay together maybe we can inspire other people to look for their lovers in an early year. Jordan is my princess and will always be, because my life goal is to make her happy and see she's always smiling, but it is harder than it looks. For her I'd do anything so challenge accepted. My moms boyfriends' always abused her and now the man I am today I can't stand it when a "man" hits a woman. I mean you call yourself a "man", but really if you have to hit  woman to make you feel tough. You have some huge issues. That's why it makes me happy that Jordan is with me because then I wouldn't have to worry about her ending up with a guy that would smack her or hurt her because she is safe and sound with me and that's the way it should be. You have made me the happiest man alive Jordan. I never want to leave you. You are mine and I am yours. I hope you like this story I made for you telling you how much that you mean to me and why I'm so lucky to have you. I think you are absolutely beautiful and I never get tired of saying it or seeing you look beautiful. No matter what happens with us I'll always be here for you to talk if you need to. Some of the things I cant stand is if I make you cry, unhappy, sad, angry or jealous. Now let me explain those things and why. I cant stand to make you cry because I hate it when girls cry it makes me feel like the biggest ass in the world. Also guys just shouldn't make girls cry period, unless its a good thing like if a guy just proposed or guy got her flowers then it's okay. Sad, I can't stand to see you sad it makes me wanna go walk until I cant walk anymore then just sit until I slowly die :( Jealous, ........ I wouldn't like to make you jealous because your the only one I want. I never look at any other girls and I have you to prove that because you always see me look away if there is nude on T.V. It's not that I don't like it. It's just that, why would I need that when I have you :) Your the only girl that I have been in this serious of a relationship with and your the only girl that I want to be in this deep of a relationship with. You make me the happiest I have ever been in my 14 years. I know to some that's not that long but when you have been what I've been through it feels like 30 years. Also we are alike in so many ways. I have never met a person I can get along with as well as you. We are practically the same person. We get hyper, and goof off. That's the best times that we have because we just don't care what we do or say. We could write a book about our relationship, and It'd be killer. That's another reason I think if we stayed together how we would inspire people. That is how much we went through at such a young age and still stayed together. My life goal with you is have kids later in life. I want just a boy and a girl but with you ya never know for sure :) I LOVE YOU SO MUCH JORDAN :)

 -Eric

You've reached the end of published parts.

⏰ Last updated: Feb 17, 2013 ⏰

Add this story to your Library to get notified about new parts!

I Love Her Forever and AlwaysWhere stories live. Discover now