"I said for emergencies Remus not for incapacitating our daughter in the middle of a fight"
"She was out of control Gabbie you didn't see her out there and the fight was over for us"
"You know how to calm her down it's been almost 4 days what are we meant to tell Charlie when he comes back"
"I didn't want to do it why would you give it to me if this is what that thing does"
"Because if she's ever at a point of no return not grieving the loss of one of the most important people in her life again we knew this was going to happen all 3 of us I should have been there too but you were the one that insisted that I stay here I gave you that crystal to momentarily stun her and I realise I should have been more clear with you it just needed to touch her and she would be out for hours the longer it touches her the longer she's out so please Remus how long was it on for?"
"3 and a half hours"
"And it knocks her out for 24 at an hours wear so 3 and a half hours of wear would mean she should wake up any time now"
"Could you two stop yelling at each other please or at least go outside and do it" I piped up from my bed
"Thank Merlin you had us worried there baby girl" Mum smiled rushing to my side taking a seat on my bed
"I forgot how fussy you get I swear I'm fine" I said sitting up leaning against my headboard
"Let's see those powers then just to be sure" Dad said taking a seat on the other side of my bed
"You realise I can feel it right?" I raised an eyebrow at him
"Humour me please" He smiled
"Happy now?" I asked waving the book I had just summoned at him
"Yes now what do you want to do?" He asked taking the book from me again
"He's never coming back is he?"
"No baby he's not he fell through the barrier of life and death there's nothing we can do"
"Is the cabin free?"
"For the next few hours at least and then someone is arriving"
"Has it been cleaned?"
"I gave it a quick run over the other day"
"I'll go give it a deeper clean then I need to be alone"
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'Mini moons
I realised why you felt like you needed to let me know everything the other day, and it's okay we all die some sooner then others and when you get this I'm not here anymore.
I've left you a few things to remember me by, and I know you don't need them with your memory but I wan't you to have them anyways, because if you ever need to escape whatever way the world ends up being like, you can go right back to our playdates and game nights and long talks on that hill of ours
So no matter how much I want to be there when you and Charlie get married I know that I'll never get to be there but you best believe I'll be looking down at it I'll be looking down at everything you do in life, I'll never forget the look on your dads face when he told us your mum was pregnant or the proud smile on his face when he took you out to meet us for the first time and making me and James your god fathers because he couldn't decide between us.
So don't you ever forget how loved and special you are, you are the most capable young woman I've ever known and you can go anywhere in life so don't let loss hold you back live your beautiful life to the fullest
-Padfoot'
"Who are they?" The voice pulled me out of my trance
"CJ I thought you'd gone back to the US" I said confused about his presence trying my best to dry my tears away to hide that I've been crying
"I did but my family wanted to see England and the places I've seen so I decided we would start here your turn who are they?" CJ smiled pointing at the picture
"It's my dad and his friends from school"
"What are they're names?"
"I really have to go now" I tried my best to just go only to be met with the rest of his family all standing there looking really happy
"This is Alexa my first friend here" CJ beamed
"This is the Alexa you have been talking about it's so nice to finally meet you" His mother beamed taking a step in my direction making me take a step back a look of surprise and hurt washing over her face
"I'm really sorry I'm just going through a lot right now and I really do need to go enjoy your stay call the house if you need anything and if no one answers the spare number is for my apartment in London but I have competition in a few days so if both go unanswered the last number is my grandparents house and seeing as we're likely there I would call that number the 26th and 27th and we're at a funeral tomorrow so we might not pick up there any of us" I told them clutching everything Sirius had left me tighter to my chest pushing past them and back out the cabin
"Alexa I'm really sorry I didn't know you just lost someone" CJ said rushing out after me
"How could you have? It's not exactly like I parade around the around the fact that my one of my godfathers was falsely accused of murdering 13 people up until he died"
"What happened between us?"
"Nothing happened between us okay nothing when you met me I was heartbroken drinking my sorrows away and as terrible as it sounds I only went on that date with you to get you to stop asking and I had fun I truly did but when I got back inside he was there and for the first time in a long time I felt at peace because that is what I wanted to see whenever I stepped in that door and I have that now and to avoid giving you the wrong idea I distanced myself and trust me it was for the best cause my life has been a rollercoaster the past 6 months so please for your own sake just forget about me"
"Why would you go back to him if he broke your heart, what do you see in him?"
"He didn't break my heart I broke it I cocked up everything between us and I didn't realise how much I loved him until it was to late I don't know why he came back or if he would have ever come back if his brother hadn't told him that I was going on a date but I don't care because I have my best friend back thats all we've been my entire life he was my best friend everyone else seemed to realise our true feelings before we did but I couldn't care less about what we are because I have Charlie back my Charlie the man who welcomed me into his home for a year because my dad is crazy overprotective and even though I was technically an adult he would rather me stay in a different county then being alone here, the man who while he can't ride a horse if it would save his life will still go with me because I love it, the man who will only ever read on book to the point where its quite frankly falling apart and he thinks that I don't know that he knows I'm switching them out every so often and who will tell me about something new he discovered at work everyday knowing full well I haven't a clue what he's talking about but I listen anyways because I love him. You asked me last time if I was happy and I am I really truly am so move on please"
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To capture a heart|Charlie Weasley
FanfictionAlexa Lupin a mega-witch like her mother and werewolf like her father She was far stronger then any witch or wizard to have ever existed with her mother gone Remus did everything in his power to protect his daughter few people knew she existed he sp...