As The Hours Fly, Drew Flood The Bathroom Floor With Tears. "Poor Kid Just Tortured By All The Rumors And Cruel Kids" Someone Said. The Bell Rang, He Gets Off The Floor And Wipe His Tears And Walk Out To Find Aliza ( His Crush ) He Froze In Shock Couldn't Even Get The Word "Hey" Out His Mouth Right. Aliza Stared Strangely And Kept Walking, Drew Shook His Head in Failure And Walk To Class Grinning Knowing He Would See Her Again.
He Entered The Room
"Drew" Darius Said.
Wassup Darius ( Childhood Friend ) What This Crazy Lady Got Us Doing Today Grinning As He Tries To Hide The Tears Because He Ain't Wanna Attract Attention. -You Already Know The Same Shit From Yesterday, With A Stupid Laugh At The End. I Mean If It's Help Us Learn And Pass I'll Do It I Don't Have No Pro... He Cuts Me Off Before I Can Finish And Angrily Snap Out Of Nowhere -See That's Your Fucking Problem Now You Always Stuck Up In Your Work, You Never Notice What's In Front Of You. Where The Fuck Did That Come From. -From The Heart Because I'm Tired Of Seeing You Cry, "Yeah" I've Notice It. Aliza Likes You And You Don't Even Speak To Her And When She's Around You Always In Your Books. Ok School Come First Before Anything But Fuck It Leave Me Alone, I Laid My Head There Thinking About What He Said Until Lunch Approach.
Bell Ring !
I Walks Out In Deep Thought
During Lunch I Went To Where My Best Friend Heaven Was. Girl Heyyy ( Dragging It Out ) Playing Like We Always Do , I Notice This Boy At The Corner Of My Eye That I Always Would Watch Not Saying I Was Stalker Or Anything I Said In My Head. I Begin To Go Back In My Deep Thoughts Like Why Am I Feeling This Way Shouldn't I Be Thinking About Aliza With Her Fine Caramel Skin , Brown Eyes Protected With Glasses, And A Smile To Die For. - Drew , Drew!! Heaven Screaming Trying To Get My Attention. "Oh Yeah, What Happen?" I Replied.
-You In Your Own Little World, You Didn't Even Hear My Question. What Is It Girlll.... (Rolling The R Out) -Do You Have A Facebook?. What's That? Drew Replied Looking Confused. -OMG! You Don't Know What Facebook Is , I Gotta Get You Up To Date... Lemme Borrow Your Phone. Looking Over To See What She Doing And Sees A Blue Box With A White F In It, She Presses Download And I'm Sitting There With A Puzzled Look.
Ding! Ding! The Bell Rings
She Briefly Provide Information As We Walk To Class. -Well Provide The Information It Ask You And I Will Text You My Name To Add Me, Okay?. Okay I Replied, Looking At My Phone Not Knowing What To Put As My Name. Sitting In Class And Figure Out Something Basic But Kool " Drew Datboii Tazz" I Thought. Next Thing You Know My Phones Goes Off
Thats My BestFriend , Thats My BestFriend. You Betta.... , You Betta....
Of Course It Was My Best Friend Ass.
BestFriendd-
Search Heaven Brownlee And Press Add And I Will Accept
Tazz-
Ok Boo
Our Conversation Faded . My Attention Went Back To The App As I Try To Find The Search Bar To Look This Fool Up And I Had No Idea Aliza Was Looking Over My Shoulder, She Decided To Help Me. -Hey Drew. H..e...yyyy I Replied Trynna Get The Words To Come Out. -I See You On Facebook Now Here's Mines And This Is The Search Box To Look Up People. Thank You I Replied With A Huge Kool-Aid Grin On My Face.
Two Weeks Later
I'm Finally Getting The Hang Of Facebook, Received A Lot Of Friend Request From School Mates. And Thought If I Tagged Aliza In Sweet Posts People At School Would Stop Calling Me Gay. "Yeah" You Wondering Why Im Tagging Her, I Finally Started Talking To Her And We Started Going Out A Week Ago But It Didn't Seem Good Cause It Didn't Feel As I Plan. We Didn't Have Those Romantic Relationship Like Those In Many Pictures, I Just Decided To Keep It As Friendship Wise. Once That Got Out The Way The Thoughts Been Coming Back To My Head About Boys In School And I Would Just DayDream About Some. The Bullying Started To Sneak Back On Me Rapidly. "You Gay, You Walk Like A Girl , You Talk Like A Girl , Why Your Lashes So Long" The Other Student Would Say. Mumbles Just Rumbling Through My Head As I Run To The Bathroom In Tears Screaming I'm Tired Of This Shit , I'm Tired!!.
Bell Ring
I'm Running Home With Tears Running Down My Face And My Mind Just Overflowing With Suicidal Thoughts. I Push The Door Open, Slam It As I Woke Pass. BOOM!! Grabs A Knife Out The Kitchen And Head For My Room With No Hesitation. As The Knife To My Neck I Just Sat There Crying With Thoughts Of My Mom And Other Shit Running Through My Head, "What She Would Do" "What's Death Like" "What's Going To Happen After I Do It" Ugh What The Fuck I Cant Take It No More, I Place The Knife Down And Curled Up And Begin To Cry Myself To Sleep Playing That Song Cried By Candice Glover In The Background.
All of the nights that I spent alone
It's been too hard to hold back the pain
So like the cloud let it fall like the rain
(no more hiding, I'm done, no biting my tongue)
Yes I'm gon' make a sound
'Cause I'm crying out loud
Phone Buzzed
I Received A Notification From Facebook. "Nick Datboii" Sent A Friend Request But Knowing Me I Was Desperate For Friends So I Accepted It But I Knew The Person Wasn't Gone Inbox Me So I Didn't Pay It Any Mind.
Sigh, Not Paying Any Attention To The Time And Just Laid Back Down And Went To Sleep.
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Thoughtful Fairytale ( COMPLETED )
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