random poems i make 💞

for once.

a/n ~ i'm writing these in notes before transferring cus wattpad doesn't have autocorrect for some reason? also don't ask where i came up with this, it was 2 am and i was emo. 💔

for once,
for once i actually believed,
maybe i had stumbled across the right person.

but soon after,
i noticed,
i noticed none of it was true,
it was all fake.

and maybe that's what made it so great,
the fact,
the fact that it was everything i once wanted,
all made up,
all made up for just me.

even though,
even though i'm over it now,
i sometimes like to think about what it was,
and how great it felt.

but then i remember,
i remember that if it was real,
then we wouldn't have ended up like we are now.

me,
dead,
rotting away in your basement,
while you act like nothing ever happened,
and that the girl you once loved,
had ran away,
to find a better place,
without you.

~written by honk, if you steal i will clip ur toenails, boil them in ur soup, and serve them to you. i will also get my besties on you. 💞