Being Destiny (Sammy wilkinson fanfic)

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Destiny's POV:
After about two weeks of hurt, I finally feel better. I would say I'm back to my normal self, but I'm not. Its not the breakup that hurts the most, it's the trauma afterwards. It's waking up, and checking your phone for cute good morning texts, and remembering you don't get those anymore. Learning to do things without them, it's like starting your life over again and not knowing where to start.
Anyways the point is I'm getting better and trying to move on from Sammy. Jack deleted his number from my phone, just incase I had any tempting ideas, and for now I don't have him on any social media. Also the Jacks and I are moving to Cali or to the magcon house, today. Maybe being away from Omaha will help me in getting over Sammy.
"Hey Des, you ready?" Jack asks coming in from putting my bag in the car. Nate was driving us to the airport, since none of us wanted to drive all the way to Cali.
~~skip car ride

We just got past security and we still had quite a bit of time before our flight was called. We just finished meeting a few fans and we're just hanging out with a couple fans. Of course they asked where Sam was and I just told him what happened because I don't want their to be any secrets between us. I hadn't told anyone because I just mainly haven't had time. After a couple minutes of being with the fans our flight was called. I was handing my ticket to the flight attendant when I heard my name being called repeatedly. I turn around and see Sammy running towards me. He looks like he went through hell and back, his hair is messy and tousled as if he had being running his hand through it multiple times, and it looks like he hasn't slept in ages, he ran towards me and was about to open his mouth to speak but I cut him off, "Sam, I don't want to hear it, we can't keep doing this. You keep doing these things with Ava and I can't keep hurting myself like this, it's not healthy. I love you Sammy, more than anything in the world but I have to think about what's good for me, what's good for us," I speak softly. I leave a soft kiss, on his cheek and turn around and board the plane. Walking away from Sammy, for the last time.

Sammy's POV:
I watch as Destiny walks away, and for some reason, I know it's the last time she's doing it. I slowly raise my hand and touch the spot where her lips once were. It tingles and I still feel as if her lips are still pressed against my cheek. I watch as she turns the corner and boards the plane, and the white door closes."Goodbye,Destiny," I whisper and let my hand fall to my side. I turn around and get back into my truck and drive to our spot.
I get to the clearing and sit in grass and think about my stupid choices. I love Destiny, with everything in me. We went through hell and back and dammit I'd do it all again if that meant I could be with her again. If I was able to hold her in arms once more,to tell her I love her, to be able to kiss her again. I ran my hands through my hair, regretting everything I've done to hurt her. I'd do anything to be with her again but hell I can't do that, I can't do that because I've caused her all this pain, and she's better off without me. She deservers someone who won't ever hurt her, the way I did. She deservers someone who isn't me. She deserves someone way better. It kills me to say that but, I've hurt her so much, I love her but probably not as much as she loves me. I don't want to let her go, but I have to.

Destiny's POV:
Our plane just landed and we're walking to baggage claim to meet the rest of the guys. We occasionally stopped and talked to fans, taking pictures etc.
Once we got closer to baggage claim, I saw that everyone as already there, waiting for us. "Matt!!!" I yelled. He turned around and I ran over to him and practically jumped in his arms, as he twirled me around in a hug, with my knees bent, but not to where my legs were wrapped his waist. Once he set me down, I ruffled his hair, messing it up a bit, "I missed you."
"I missed you too Des," he smiled. Truth be told Matt and I had always been close friends, we just kinda clicked.
I went around saying hey to all the guys, giving them hugs and what not.
"So Des, I've noticed the lack of a certain someone on your social media. What happened to you guys," Nash said cautiously. Jacks must told them it would probably be a touchy subject for me, but they were like my family, and I would always be completely honest.
"Well you all remember Ava right," I ask as the guys nod their head letting me continue. "Well graduation we had gone to a party and I got shit-faced so a friend took me home, and Sammy stayed, and the next day I got pictures from an unknown number of pictures of Sammy and Ava and it was pretty obvious what happened next,"i say sheepishly.
Not because I was upset but I knew some of the guys would be beyond pissed.
"What the actual fuck!" Cam yells obviously furious. I can't really blame him because he's the oldest making him like an older brother. "Please tell me you guys showed him a fucking lesson," Cam said clenching his jaw.
"Cameron it doesn't matter anymore, I'm over it. I promise," I said trying to calm him down.
"Just let him, know if ever comes near you again, all hell will break loose," he said sternly. I nodded my head and we slowly eased out of the conversation talking about where to go to eat, since it was already getting late. Maybe now being away from Omaha, I'll be able to move on.

~A/N
So this is the end of #samtiny for good? Well just have to see. So I've been working really hard on this update so I hope you guys like it.
Im so so excited because Thursday I won't have to go to school because my cousin is graduating from college and that's in San Marcos. Then Friday I'll probably be at school for like 3 or 4 classes because I have a doctors appointment then I'm leaving early so that way I won't have to go to gym, because I have family pictures. Plus our school dance is Friday and I'm hoping it'll be fun. Also I'm finally done with physical therapy, I'm super happy but a little sad because I won't be able to see the cute guy that's there.
Anyways
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