MY STRANGE ADDICTION

NIKKI

He climbed off me rolling to the other side of the bed. I pulled the covers over my self and he turned to face me. His smile send chills through my back and his dark hair paired perfectly with his skin colour. His hand cupped my face and he kissed me.
"Courtney it's good seeing you " Nikki said "Same you've been so busy that I just decided not to brother you." I was a groupie for Mötley Crüe's Nikki Sixx for a while apparently I was his.favourite groupie and when ever he was in New York we got together. I had feelings for him but doubted the fact that he had any for me, I was a groupie he only wanted me to get his pleasure and that was it, I did put myself in this situation but I can't control the way my heart feels.
"I have to go but I'll see you later" Nikki got out of the bed and placed on his clothes. He was so sexy each part of him made him my dream man.
After he left I was wondering why I even became a groupie...was the chance I might get famous? Or was it the guys? Maybe it was both I wasn't just Nikki's groupie but several other band members groupie. It never made me feel bad that they are just using me to get what they want because at the same time they gave me what I wanted, the chance to sleep with them.
Nikki was the only one I could say I was in love with no other member compared to him, and it didn't even have to do with what the sex but that he treated me like a friend and like I wasn't a groupie except all that went away when we slept together.
I met him during the Theater of Pain tour and I was just 21 at the time he was probaly like 26 and from the moment he spotted me out in the crowd my life changed. He took me on the rest of the tour with him...which was absolutely weird due to the fact that we aren't dating or were.
My life was completely turned upside down after I fell in love with Nikki bcs I just wanted to bang as many guys without feeling anything but with Nikki something was different I changed...I fell in love and now I can't get out of it