Quote of the day :- Kidnap me from my reality and crushed pieces in my soul , color me outside the lines , until my shattered heart is whole .
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An hour passes and jungkook is still sitting in the same place looking ahead of him without saying anything . Though he is looking calm and peaceful for the other's eyes , only he knows what kind of war is going on in his head .
He is thinking of a lot of things that includes only two persons , his mother and his boyfriend .
It's not like he doesn't understand why taehyung lashed out on him and left , he knows how his lovely boyfriend is feeling but he himself is feeling all drained of emotions to provide anyone any kind of comfort they need . You know that feeling when you want to have your loved ones by your side until the end of your own life but you also do know that's not possible but still you want any miracle to happen and fulfill your wish but still you know that's not gonna happen , that boundary between expectation and reality when expectations start to eat you alive while reality hits you harder everytime and you just stand there all drained of everything , thats what jungkook is feeling .
Jungkook knows his moon is gonna vanish from his universe soon and him , a little shining star will be left alone without any moon or sun but he also knows he will have another star by his side , his taehyungie hyungie that his moon herself chose for him but you say , can anything replace the loss he will have to face by any means ? no , no one ever can and that's the thing he is afraid of , being left alone without anyone to love him as a mother figure , without anyone to embrace him when he will need a warm comforting hug , without anyone to show him the right path when he will be lost wandering here and there aimlessly . The things that are making him emotionless with each minute he passes thinking about it and he just wants to be alone but he also knows he is being unfair to his boyfriend .
Jungkook sighs and finally gets up and goes to bathroom , he needs to go and meet his taehyungie hyung cause he knows that boy must be waiting for him . He takes a not so long but relaxing shower and wears some comfortable clothes that includes a baby pink colored sweater with white shorts and finally walks out to meet his hyungie .
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1 hour earlier :-
Taehyung slams his door shut as soon as he enters in and throws himself on his bed on his tummy flatly . He lets his face fall sideways and sighs . He just now shouted at his baby whom he treasures more than anything in this world . Agreed that he was furious and was fed up with his behaviour but it never gives him permission to shout on his angel , no he committed a sin just now and he needs to be punished .
He keeps lying there for few more minutes staring in space while that shocked , emotionless face of his baby keeps crossing his mind . He indeed made a mistake .
No matter what taehyung has never given anyone including himself the permission to hurt his baby and he himself broke his own rule so he indeed needs to be punished . With this thought , he stands up and first grabs his laptop to check upon the two people .
He first checks mrs Jeon's camera where she is sleeping rather peacefully and sighs . No matter how much angry he gets over this woman who is currently the sole reason of his baby love being in this state , he can't blame her , it's his baby love's mother whom he loves alot and he shouldn't be blaming anyone for his little one being sad over her being ill but his inner self can't help it but be furious whenever he sees her .
He switches it to jungkook's room before he grows more furious and directly turns the gallery one on only to see him sitting there still but his baby looks peaceful to him . He watches him for a good 5 minutes before his eyes notice those doe eyes which are brimming with unshed tears and there his anger starts building up in him again but this time he is angry on himself cause he knows it's his mistake that he shouted on him when he was supposed to be providing his baby angel with comfort . He shuts down the system with a thud and stands up before making his way to his closet .
He pulls out a box that has a plus sign engraved on it , then he pulls out red shorts of his before closing the door and keeps everything on bed . Pulling down his jeans , he wears those shorts and gets comfortable on bed before opening the box and going through it .
The box is filled with lots of things from cotton , spirit , bandages to scalpels , blades and forceps .
He takes out a scalpel , the shinning blade sparkling as he eyes the metal before closing his eyes and leans back on the headboard .
Jungkook's tears and his sad emotionless face roam through his head before his mind drifts to the way they were sitting in the balcony with his baby love in his arms , he smiles caressing his own exposed thigh . The scene from later suddenly starts playing where he finally burst out on his baby which he was never supposed to do and his smile falters . His hands spread his own thighs apart as he now runs his hand smoothly over his inner thigh feeling the tender touch with closed eyes before taking the scalpel and makes a cut which is not so deep yet to bleed . He caresses over the cut before making another one which makes him hiss this time as he can feel the hot liquid gushing through it , this makes him smile as his mind keeps playing the scenes again and again . He takes in a deep breath before drifting his mind to jungkook's smiley face and his hand automatically stops . He smiles to himself while he continues caressing his thigh . Like this , his mind plays the scene where he shouted and jungkook's smile alternatively giving him the pain and the pleasant feeling one after the other making him feel so so satisfied as he mumbles ,
Look at yourself after opening your eyes , trust me your thigh will look so pathetic as it is a painfully pleasing gift to you Kim Taehyung from me for hurting my one and only baby love . You will remember this for the rest of your life .
He chuckles to himself and decides to be in that state of his for few more minutes before he will see himself . Only if he knows that he forgot to lock the door and someone saw him hurting himself with his mouth clasped shut with his own hands and tears streaming down his face . The boy couldn't just bring himself to stop the other when he heard his words , neither he had any strength left to just back away and go from there . Here he again hurt his baby love .
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Shadow Of Darkness ||Taekook||
Fanfiction||Completed|| One wrong decision completely changed his life , the life which was magical for him became dark and miserable just because of one shadow . A shadow that followed him wherever he went . A shadow that took everyone who was once his loved...
