The vengeance of Love

The vengeance for love

I completed my high school at Zhemgang Higher Secondary school in the year 2021. Though I didn’t have the chance for a government scholarship my parents were so supportive and knew the importance of tertiary education so they insisted me to join one of the private colleges. Taking an advantage of their advice and for my dream of becoming a history teacher, I took Bachelor in History. I felt a new environment, got new friends, and felt the pride that I am one amongst thousands studying for a betterment future at a college having a good reputation. Everybody pleased us, motivated us to study hard gave the best motivational speech and introduced us to every structure presented out there. Numerous activities would keep us physically strong during our stay out there. As the management focuses more on the games activities we were forced to witness every competition held out there and to tell you the truth that is the worst part of being part of them.

 

One day when I was cheering up my classmate in the match of football, my eye was frozen to one player in another section. His height was short but performs with attractiveness and his skills made everyone crazy.

“What would be his name?” I questioned myself without realizing that his name is written on the shirt he wore. “Number 07, good shot” I shout out when he scored a goal. I was happy though my class lost the match. Should I say “this is the first side love?”

 

After the match, my sense was in search of him. My childish actions were observed by my mates and one of them asked me.

“Hey! Tshewang, we know whom you are searching for”.

“No one!” I confidently answered them though I was not sure of myself what I am uttering.

“We are your friends and if you tell us the truth there is a chance that we could help you” their reply made me curious so I told them the truth. 

 

We tried to find out his social media accounts, e-mail, and number but it was of no worth. I was helpless so I choose to sleep. The sleep was peaceful until the morning I was forced to wake up for the class. While I was about to put my step forth, I saw him passing by. I called out “Hey there, can you just talk”

He looked around. Knowing that there were no more around him he reacted with a smile “are you talking to me?”

“Yes, yes, I am talking to you” I reacted quickly.

“Yes for sure” he replied to me.

My direction changed from heading class towards him. Upon reaching there I got more nervous. I got confused about which sentence to accelerate first.

"Hi, I am Tshewang" I put my hand forward.
"Hello, I am Kezang" he replied with a cute smile strengthening his hands forth. 
That was the moment I glanced at his true face. His milky skin with a crunchy smile made my heart pump the double. His voice was just a melody in my ear. And his warm hand made my sense chill.
"Hey, are you okay? He asked me.
"Oh! Yeah, I replied blushing.
"Can we meet at the canteen an hour later" I requested him indirectly.
"That would be awesome" he replied positively.
I rushed to the class filled with happiness. During the lectures, I was counting the tip-top sound of the wall clock. Waiting to displace it to 3 pm. I hurried down the steps to the canteen. I saw him sitting alone drinking a coke.
"Hey! I beg for an apology  for letting you wait for more, what do you want to eat?" I asked him.
With a soft voice, he replied" It's fine, I had momo just before coke."
"Uncle can I have 2 milk coffee and two plates of beef momo" I ordered.

I didn't talk much because I knew I am going to make a mistake if I do. He was busy on the phone. After we are done eating we decided to depart. He pulled me, hugged me tightly and kissed me on my forehead. I felt his warm breath and spoke out "Tshewang, Thank you so much for treating me like your boyfriend, I wish I could get you" he felt emotion.
"I will let you feel more if you give me a chance to be your girl" I created a fun. We laughed hard. I walked up to the room. My friends teased me but I existed with determination to approach him the next day.

I got up early at 9 am though I didn't have morning classes. I walked toward him and expressed my feelings to him in the crowd.
"Kezang! I know it may sound funny and childish when I say I love you, I like the way you behave, and I want you to hold my hands until I depart with a breath, will you please be my love".
After a few minutes of hush, the silence broke out "Wow! Wow! Wow! Bravo, finally the precious jewel of a time had reached to reveal my true identity Tshewang,
Do you remember the year 2015, when we were in secondary school, I approached you presenting with a gift from my savings but you made fun in front of all my mates. You threw my flowers into the bin, insulted for the skin I had, and I still do remember your reply  "You are of no worth, why don't you find the girl of your skin, your type and be happy rather than wasting time following me who looks to an average of princes". I know you got attracted to my skills and looks I had improved from the weakness you pointed out for the strength I acquired my mind to change. To tell you the truth I am not to your standard and I cannot be with you. I would rather opt to be single than be in relation with you." He poured all the black stories. My face blushed red, and tears rolled unable to control it.
With emotions, I  asked him "What were his last day's hugs, kisses and caring words for?"
"That is to make you more close to me so that I can acquire more attention of yours." He replied.
"Is this all stuff for the revenge for my mistake?" I asked him.
"No, it's the vengeance for love" he replied.
"The vengeance? though I was controlling the steering of the car you were driving it?" I interrupted.
"Yes Tshewang, it's all planned after I had seen you for the first time here, I aimed to give you the pinch of how you feel when someone rejects you whom you truly love" he replied.
"So be safe and be happy" he bade with good words though I don't deserve it.

Realizing my missteps I walked to my room. Realized the greatest mistake I had done. I took his actions as a strength for the weaknesses I had.

Note: Every action we encounter from the loved one is a strength for our weaknesses if we know how to value it.