THREE DOTS IN THE END

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I am really happy to see you there.

You know I don't have the best period [season] in my life for rn. But it's OK. I never have it. I can think that I have had it before, but in the middle of the moment it's so hard: to feel it as it is.

But it's also OK: to be in the middle of the storm. I am for rn.

The moment is... Guys, you all know about the situation what we have... I am from Ukraine and I was living there [used to actually] through the whole my life. But for rn I am in Germany. It's great and long story but doing it shorter [or smth like: sorry for absence of knowing all those grammar].

And being honest with the every day of this [war] every day was harder and harder. I can't say it was excellent. Excellent to go through it: for me it was hard, really hard. But... The thing is: I need to be in safe. And I am in. For rn [only].

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And... Hello. I don't know which relationship with God do you have already: which type of it, style or level of it. I have no idea what is your stage for rn, but...

'I am here. So support you, to love you, to respect you. I love you and I was with you. Even when you haven't known about this one at all. I was there through it whole time.'

I have heard last paragraph feom God personally. It was my first ever time I have seen Him. Jesus. As He is. It was smth unbelievable. Not because of me, but because of Him. You know, I was in the hospital and it was my time ever I have read Gospel of John not by having child Bible. I was so excited and I have seen Him in light. I have looked to the lamb bomb and was so amazed: I have understood that Jesus [and God Father through Him personally] was with me without me noticing...

He was with me like you can see electrical stuff. Electricity is everywhere maybe not including jungle or some countries & but... You know it by yourself that you can charge your phone at least everywhere: you can put your cellphone and just enjoy of process of passive charging through talking with amazing people, having breakfast or smth like this. Sure, it the streets it's harder. It OK and possible to find God at home... It's harder to find Him when alles ist gut, bit so much easier to be helped when you really need help. And God has helped me [so much that I can't even explain: but whatever - I will do it through endless circle of excellence personal experiences with Him] and He is still continuing to do it. Glory to Him.

He has helped me by giving hope when I was at least dead. I was thinking my life was finished. I was thinking it was the all of everything: the end. Total. Without any even other punctuation as only one dot in the end. But... Actually it was even three of them. Three dots in the end of my  story. The day of my death started to be the day of birth. The day of my finishing serving to satan was the day I has started to go to God. This way is really long and he is continuing even now, but... God whatever with me and He is going to be [cos it's written] and I am so thankful for it.

PRAYER TIME

God, thank You fir remembering me and knowing my story. Thank You for jist amazing opportunity to be with You and under Your control. Thank You for being under Your care. I am so thankful for being protected by You.

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