June 27, 2022

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On June 22, neither Ovidio nor his lawyer showed up to court except my mom and the translator. So, the appointment was made on July 20 in the morning. Him not showing up just showed the judge that he is irresponsible. My mom went to speak with Ovidio's lawyer's office that same day to speak with the lawyer about the child custody demand Ovidio had made, but the lawyer was absent, so my mom spoke with one of the staff who knew Spanish, and said that Ovidio never told them about a restraining order nor about the child abuse, and clearly, he didn't tell the entire truth to his own lawyer. He is trying too hard to look like the most innocent human being there is. Funny, but disgusting. Just now I texted my mom to give a call to that lawyer Ovidio contacted since he wasn't at the office that day, but we were told that we would get a call back. We haven't received any calls as of now, so I'll let my mom know to contact that lawyer. She needs to let them know that the kids have a restraining order against Ovidio, so how can he claim child custody if they have a restraining order against him signed by a judge? For now, we wait and we will see, but I know God will do us fair justice. The lord is good, and the lord isn't someone you can just lie to. He knows it all. He knows what that horrible man did to my mother and siblings. I've talked about him in this entire book since March 2021 with so many details, so there's no way that man can just claim that we are lying if that's another lie he wants to use to go against us. He's posting on Facebook videos of guys talking about being left by their wives and that women always beg to come back. So funny because my mom doesn't give a single care to that man. And he's playing victim when he was literally the abuser. If Ovidio did the worst act a human being can do, he would still play victim like a child. Something is seriously wrong with his spirit. Besides all of that, I will not worry because God will take care of it. On the other hand, I am starting to slowly and safely taper off my medication. Today, I spoke with a doctor on my phone who was subbing for my doctor, and she said that I will start taking 20mg of Prozac for 4-6 weeks instead of 40mg. If everything is fine by then, then I can decrease my dosage more and get off the medication. I've been on antidepressants since November 2016, and today, it's June 2022, so it's been years of medication dependence. I think it's time to live life without the help of a pill. I want to try living with my own strength, and with the lord's. One last thing! I've been 20 years old since June 25. Wow!

- June 27, 2022

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