fₒᵣₜₕ ₒf ⱼᵤₗy ↺ 𝗪𝗔𝗟𝗞𝗘𝗥 𝗦𝗖𝗢𝗕𝗘𝗟𝗟 x reader

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What could I have said to raise you from
the the dead? Oh, could I be sky on the
Fourth of July?
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TW- SH, BREAKDOWNS, ECT!

I woke up at 11: 36 P.M and just laid in bed for about 5 minutes and then got up to use the bathroom.

I did my morning routine, but no skin care... because, well I don't tend to care about that. I brushed my teeth and my hair and started heading downstairs.

"Hey y/n/n" my mother told me... I call her mother... although she adopted us, she's like one to me and my brother.

"Hi" I responded, I had completely forgot about the email by this time.

"So did you get the role?" My brother asked from the fridge.

It took me a moment to remember.

"Uhm... let me check" I said pulling my phone out going to my emails

I clicked the most recent email and re- read it.

Wasn't the one I was looking for.

Then the next.

Not it...

And then the next one.

Still not it...

"Oh... uhmm... no I- I don't think I did..." I said shutting my phone off looking at the kitchen counter.

Wow... look at you, it was all a dream! What a fool.

"Oh... well breakfast is almost ready" Billie said... I don't really know what to call her at times so I tend to call her both.

"I'm... not hungry..." I said quietly knowing if I talked louder my voice would break and I'd full on just have a mental break down.

"I'm going back to my room" I said as I ran back upstairs to my room.

Pathetic... just pathetic! Awww... you are 3 months clean? Hmmp yeah... break it... just break it!

"SHUT UP! JUST SHUT UP ALREADY!" I said through tears

Not gonna let me through I see... pick up the blade.... Do it.

"JUST FUCK OFF OK?!" I said hitting the side of my head.

I picked my phone up and went through my email again.

Nothing...

"Wait... it could have been a message... no don't get your hopes up... don't"

I told myself and opened the messages.

I clicked the first one...

"Dear, Y/N

You have been casted as the role of Miles Jule, also knows as the last one, or the love interest of Tyler Salo. Congratulations, I know you will do well, here is the rest of your cast members.