swollen lips | hyunlix

swollen lips

This one-shot is dedicated to the lovely I_am_shyyyyyy regarding his 1 month anniversary being a stay. I hope you like it <33
Even tho u prob won't even read this engl version xD

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Felix chewed his lower lip continuously - paced up and down in his room - before he stroked his hair out of his face in frustration.

They kissed...
He had kissed him.

"Fucking hell!" he angrily threw his cell phone across the room - it smacked against his pillow and fell, softly, onto his bed. With force, the feelings from last night caught up with him again.

Soft, gentle, tender - Hyunjin's - lips.

Fuck!

Felix had accepted to carry his secret - that he was in love with Hyunjin - around with him for the rest of his life and at best just to suppress it. Because they were all friends in Straykids, even more than friends - family - and then he came up with these stupid feelings?

He couldn't and actually didn't want to admit that to himself at all, but that was the way it was. But the best thing he could do - at least in his opinion - was to lock these feelings far away and keep them as a safe secret.

And it would certainly have remained one - basically, it still was, at least if you couldn't add up the obvious events last night.

Nervously, he rocked his feet. How was it possible for him to ever look at Hyunjin again? Why hadn't he just been able to keep his mouth shut to Jisung? - that maybe he saw Hyunjin as more than a friend...

But no. And then what had he done? Right, what any best friend would do.... make them kiss at truth or dare.

An ice-cold shiver ran down his spine, made him tremble and he exhaled heavily. He had made such a fool of himself and had failed grandiosely to suppress his feelings - to put it kindly. Felix gave a dejected sigh.

Okay, he didn't even know if Jisung had done that on purpose - after all, he couldn't hold his liquor and they had drunk quite a bit yesterday. Maybe he was just overthinking it?

He fell backward on his bed and fixed a small spot on the blanket. Annoyed - by the situation and especially by himself - he blew a silver strand out of his face as the flashbacks of last night glaringly overtook him.

They had all met together in the dorm of 3Racha and Hyunjin for a movie night. First, they had ordered food from the delivery service and then the eight of them crowded into and in front of the couch to watch a few movies.

After the second movie, Jisung had the brilliant idea to play Truth or Dare for the first time in a long time. They all sat down in a circle on the carpet between the couch and the TV, dimmed the lights, and started to play.

In the beginning, Felix was enthusiastic - of course, why not? He actually loved this game. They had already drunk a lot while watching TV and were fooling around with more drinks in their hands and stomachs. They asked each other questions that they had already answered a thousand times and fulfilled one or the other questionable dare.

It was fun until it was Jisung's turn again and the bottle had pointed at Felix. Self-confident he had chosen dare without question.

And lo and behold, suddenly it had been his dare to kiss Hyunjin...

To fucking kiss Hyunjin!

Not on the cheek - which was quite a usual dare - but on the mouth, on his damn lips!