Sorry for not updating. There are 2 bitches in my life called school and homework and they fucked up my time. Enjoy!
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Jensen has been ingnoring Misha since the kiss. Jensen has always been unconfortable with Destiel and Cockles, Misha knew that, but this, this was too much. Jensen only talked with Misha if they were filming. Hell, only Dean talked to Castiel. Jared was noticing this, of course, and Jensen told him about the kiss. But Jared doesn't know about Misha cutting.
"Jensen, you have to talk to him!" Jared said.
"I can't! Why did I have to kiss him? Ugh!" Jensen almost yelled back.
"Because you love him?" Jared said logically.
"I love him, but as a friend. Nothing more!"
"Sure" Jared said sarcastically. "But you have to talk to him!"
"Okay okay, I will go now"
"Hey Mish, can I talk to you? " Jensen said nervously.
"Sure Jensen, come in!" Misha said, opening the door of his trailer.
Jensen walked inside and sat in a chair. Misha sat down too.
"I think I know what you want to talk about." Misha said, looking at his hands.
"I, uh, I want to talk about the kiss." Jensen said.
"That's what I thought. " Misha answerd.
"So, Mish, I love you. But-- But as a friend. Nothing more. And I don't know what came over me, I mean, with the kiss. I think it was because you looked so broken. And--"
"It's okay Jensen. I believe you." Misha interupted him. "And it's nice we still are friends. But.... But, I, uh, I...."
"What's wrong Misha?" Jensen asked, fear in his eyes.
"Oh Jensen. I love you okay? More then a friend! I love you Jensen!" Misha cried.
Jensen looked at him with disbelief. "What? Uh, I'm sorry Mish." Jensen said before standing up and running at the door.
"I'm sorry" he said before running outside, leaving a crying Misha alone.
Jensen POV
"You did what?'" Jared screamed at me. Woah, he was scaring me.
"I left him." I stared at the floor. "I know, I shouldn't have done that. I'm sorry." I said quietly.
"You don't have to apologize to me, but to him! You went to him to apologize but you made it 10 time worse! Jared screamed.
"I know"
Jared's voice softened. "Jensen, why?"
"I always had problems with Destiel and Cockles, because I have feelings for Misha. I Just can't believe it."
"You go to him now, and kiss him!" He commanded.
"Kiss him?" I repeated
"Yes, kiss him! "
Still Jensen POV
I knocked at the door of Misha's trailer. He opened it and looked at me. Kiss him, I still heard Jared's voice. Kiss him.
"Jensen, I--" he could never finish his sentence because I stepped forwards and placed my lips on his.
