[Karna's pov]
When I heard Ganga Mata's voice, it was like a spell was lifted from my mind. It was like I finally woke up from a long dream after sleeping on hard rocks.
The only difference is that I felt 100 times the pain compared to the time I first slept on rocks.
wahhhhhhh....WhAt tHe **** iS thiS pAin!? Did soMeonE ThRew me From a mOUntaiN Or sOmetHing!?
Even when I felt pain that would make a normal adult screaming like a mad monkey, I didn't let it show on my body and face at all.
After screaming bloody murder in my mind, I tried to recollect what happened to me. In less than 10 seconds I was able get all the missing memories of what happened.
...And I screamed like a mental person in my mind again.
Just what the heck possessed me to act like that!
Ever since coming here,I tried to avoid killing Brahmins and innocents but now not only did I kill a brahamin but also dozens of innocent guards.
As if that isn't enough, I took a fight with bhishma of all people and somehow won it. It should be a good news but like I said before in a closed space fighting is dangerous and just like I thought the pillars and roof the sabha collapsed. Fortunately,no one died from it.
BUT THAT ISN'T EVEN THE WORST!!
Right now my body feels like a road roller just crushed it a few dozen times. Fighting right now is completely IMPOSSIBLE.
I looked around me subtely. The guards are looking at me with fear and aleartness. With big and sharp spears in their hands.
I looked at ganga Mata who was looking at me with a pleading expression..... Makes me wonder what would happen if she knows my current predicament. I looked at the kuru vanshi. While the ladies have a fearful and a slight anger filled expression. But it's the men that worried me,they were hiding it well behind their fearful expression but they were looking at me like a warrior looks at his enemy.
I gulped hard in my mind before subtly looking at the one below me. At bhishma.
He's looking...
He's looking at me...
HE'S LOOKING AT ME LIKE A WOLF PREPARING TO POUNCE AT HIS PREY!!!!
Even though he's tired,in my current situation he can kill me in less than a second!!
Yup. I screwed up pretty bad , didn't I? Hahaha...
....I know not the time for laughing stupidly..
My mind digested everything as I tried to think a solution while an auditory illusion of a child's laughter was heard in my head.
Even though I know I shouldn't accuse someone without evidence, I just know that all this has something to do with him...
Even though he hasn't even born yet he's already messing with my life...
I slowly lifted my head to look at the sky and prayed.
Hey, devo ke dev mahadev. Hey destroyer of everything. Hey lord of all beings. Hey the one with kindest heart, bholenath. Please hear my prayer and help me. PLEASE protect me from a dark skinned brat that just enjoys laughing at my struggles. And if you can then please, GIVE THAT *beep* BRAT A SOLID KICK IN THE GUT AND A PUNCH TO THE FACE FOR ME!PLEASE I BEG YOU! Your humble devotee.
.......I hope this is my imagination but I think an adult's laughter just joined the child's laughter in my head .....
