♡ • To Feel Love || EpicKiller

Mental History

Nightmare had just sent Killer out on his own for once. He brought nothing but his knife with him, as he always does, which was honestly a stupid decision altogether. It was quite silent at night, which Killer enjoyed. Of course, that had to be ruined.

Error had stepped out of a portal a few depths away from Killer, but it appeared that Killer saw him anyway.

They were eventually face-to-face.

"Were you stalkin' me or some shit?" Killer abruptly asked.

Error sighed. "I have no idea why the hell you'd suspect that I'd stalk you of all people. But no, I wasn't. Blue forced me out of the antivoid to come get your dumbass,"

Killer looked puzzled. The god of destruction, and a twink. Well. This is new.
"What does he want? I don't have time for this bullshit."

"He doesn't want anything. But it would be appreciated if you'd go fucking see him before I forcefully make you. I'm not dealing with this bullshit tonight. And I'm not doing this for you. Blue is," Error said, aggravated.

"Jesus, fine. But would ya at least damn tell me why Blue would want to talk to me out of all people?"

"He has some information on a certain someone you know. And he figured you'd maybe like to hear it. He's good at finding out shit about people. Now, if that's enough for ya pRiNcEy, step into the fucking portal,"

"Okay, Okay, goddamn,"

A few minutes later.

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Blue and Killer settled while Error read in his hammock.

"Alright, so. I'm just going to say, don't think I haven't seen the way you and Epic have been sneaking out every few nights and going to that old au me and Error wrecked. And should I even mention how much you two randomly, accidentally flirt with eachother, orr?"

Killer blushes a deep crimson color. "I guess you really are good at getting information. I thought you were just a twink or a sad bitch, not gonna lie to ya,"

"Excuse me? This is why I haven't said anything about you personality-wise,"

"Wait what-"

"You're a dick," Blue says, shrugging.

"I won't disagree, I really am an ass to some people, huh? But anyway, what is it about Epic that I need and I don't know already?"
Killer asks under his breath.

"Right. Um, Killer, you should be aware that Epic is not very mentally stable. I do not mean that as an insult, but he's had really bad problems in the past and I'm worried that if he gets close to you, um, you know what, it's nothing,"

"No, No, wait. What are you not telling me? What is HE not telling me? I'm so- ah, dammit,"

"Confused?"

"Yeah, that's the word. But Blue, please tell me what I need to know about him. Because I'm sure that you've had experience with him harming someone he got close to, that you loved yourself. I know this is about me and Epic, but I'd rather not have you feel any guilt and if a shitty decision is made it's made under my control. I need to know, Blue. I'm not normally this kind, nor do I like showing weakness, but it's not like I have anything to lose here. And you know that. We both know that," Killer says in a worried rush of words.

"I- Okay. I'll talk. But are you sure you really even want to know? And yes. He has hurt someone close to me. But that's from emotional hurt he was feeling. He, well, he kinda loved me and it hurt him to see me with someone else who did too. Not romantically, but just, physically."