well she was a girl who wasn't loved right.
nothing had hurt her worse than having to
live with that.
it destroyed her to live that way because it wasn't who she is.
she used to have a heart full of love. a heart full of gold.
she used to be so desperate to give others the happiness that she didn't give herself.
even as things got better, even as she started to notice the good in the world, her fear never went away.
people tried to reach for her heart. people tried to show her that she was more than what she thought she was.
but she was too afraid of what would happen if she were to let someone into her life.
wanna know what she did?.
she let somone in.
she let somone in because he seemed nice and chill in the beginning, but what happened next would change her life.
at the start of there relationship he was kind and sweet to her. they always talked about there feelings and they both always played games together.
some days he had to work and some days he didn't work. but she didn't work because she didn't have a job.
she always stayed at home listening to music trying to distract herself from her feeling's.
to be honest she didn't know why she let that guy into her life but she regretted it so much that she all most took her life that day.
that day was a day that she would never forget. the day he raped her.
a few weeks after that event and they didn't say a word to each other. but a week later he broke up with her. she wasn't sad or mad about the breakup. she honestly didn't care about it.
