Lalisa Love Me (HunLisa Fanfiction)

15: MEASURE

15: MEASURE
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L I S A

I like Oh Sehun.

I finally admitted to myself that I have feelings for that monkey.. I can't believe it took me this long to realize my own feelings and accepted it.

But... now what?

I remember all those times that he confessed his feelings for me. The Oh Sehun who is confidently telling me how much he likes me despite all the times that I pushes him away, he never faltered.

"I like you Lalisa Manoban." He stated loud and clear. "I like you and if you reject me now, I won't stop liking you. I'll pursue you and wait for you to like me back."

"I will make you like me back, Lisa."

"Push me all you want, I'll bounce back to you."

My face heated as I remember all the words he said to me.

Up until now, it's hard to process that Oh Sehun, a sunbaenim who is very successful and famous, who has a lot of fans, who belongs to a legendary group in K-pop industry just said that he like me and is keen on pursuing me.

I am really curious on what he likes about me though..?

I often disregard the fact that he is someone older than me and is a senior from the industry I worked on, he could've bullied me for that or make an issue about that but he doesn't mind at all. I often speak to him informally because he always teases me and annoyed the hell out of me.

I'm not sweet to him, I never thought of a moment that I tried to flirt with him? I have never doen that to anyone in my entire life!

If he finds me pretty, I can't help it because I really am, but isn't it given that there are a lots of Goddesses in this industry? If he finds me pretty, then he could easily fall for anyone who's pretty but I've never heard of him dating any idols!

For sure if he liked someone, he would confess just like what he is doing to me and pursue her.. unless he is always rejected?

With that handsome face? I doubt.

So that's not the case, maybe I am the first person that he took an interest in. I tapped my heated cheek, stopping myself from smiling wide.. what's the probability of that someone you like, liking you back?

"You're lucky Oh Sehun.." I giggle, is it okay for me to talk to my pillow as if it's him? "I now like you too~"

Is this the side-effect of finally admitting my feelings? I feel so energetic ever since this morning.. and then.. I now feel kind of gloomy because I realize it's still three days before sunday or should I say 'Sehun-Day' came up!

"What's wrong with our Dongsaeng?" Jennie Unnie whispered while staring at me.

"I don't know, she's smiling wide earlier and now, she looks like a melted ice cream." Rosé whispered back.

"Lisa," Jisoo Unnie called. "Are you feeling sick?"

I pouted before shaking my head and heave a deep breath. "I wished it was Sunday already.."

I missed him. I can't believe there would come a day that I would missed that monkey. Why do we only meet every sunday? Meeting one day a week when there's seven days in a week? I can't believe it!

"Oohh~" Rosé startled me when she grabbed my arm and spoke to my ears, "is this about the guy you're seeing every sunday that you're not yet ready to tell us about?"

I blinked. They stared intently at me.

"What.. ha-ha-ha. I don't know what you're talking about..?" Why do I sound like that? It's awkward.