Promise

Chapter 1

This is my first book don't judge please

Hopes POV

Its been a week since I died and it's more harder than I thought. I've been struggling to keep my hunger under control and my emotions are getting out of hand.

Sometimes my hunger gets the best of me and I sneak into the kitchen just for blood. Other times I just shift because I recently found out that it helps my hunger for a while. Right now I'm watching The Flash and I feel myself getting a bit hungry so I took a blood bag from my stash. I drank it with the intention of only drinking one. One became two and two became three till the whole stash was empty. I looked down at all the empty blood bags on my bed feeling disappointed in myself because once again I couldn't control my hunger

Because of this I started crying and throwing stuff around my room. My magic was getting out of control and I couldn't stop it so I started screaming.

Josie's POV

I was walking past Hope's room when I heard crying and crashing. I stopped and hesitated a bit before opening the door. When I looked inside the room I was shocked. There where things floating in the air, broken glass on the floor the night table and lamp was broken and her desk was tipped over almost about to fall. What shocked me the most is the state she was in. She looked like she hadn't slept in days and there was blood dripping down her face and on to her clothes.

I ran up to her and wrapped her into a hug. She tried pushing me off mumbling something I couldn't quite hear.  Even after her incoherent protests I just held her tighter. After a awhile she started to calm down. After I was sure she was okay I reluctantly let go of her. She looked around the room and held her head down in shame for what she had done. I just realized the blood bags laying around the room. She saw me looking at them and she just looked more ashamed if that was even possible. "What happened"? I asked after a moment of silence.
She just started crying again making me feel bad thinking it was my fault. "I'm sorry I shouldn't have asked that you don't have answer if it makes you uncomfortable,now I'm rambling you know what I'm just going to leave" I said getting up to leave.

I felt myself being pulled back down. "NO I mean no I want you to stay please" she said in the smallest voice she could muster. I almost laughed. Who knew that the all powerful Tribrid Hope Mikealson could be so vulnerable. I sat back down with my legs crossed. " It's okay it's just that I promised my dad I would do right by his name and I can't even control my hunger" she said her tone getting louder with each word. I put my hand on her back rubbing circles on it to help her calm down. I looked at her and said " This" motioning around the room " does not make you a bad person this is the activity of a newly transition vampire and you have extra struggles because you have the weight of being a wolf and a witch on your shoulders" " Your father would be proud to see that you handle this better than most vamps". She just looked at me with a pained expression and tears in her eyes. I pulled her close to me hugging her tightly. She started to sob violently in my shoulder and I just pulled her impossibly closer.

She started to calm down after a while so I let her go. I muttered a spell under my breath and hopes room was good as new. She got up and went over to her bed and layed down. I stayed a little longer and after a while I got up and was about to leave when I heard a soft voice "No stay with me please" I smiled and grabbed a chair and sat next to her bed while she drifted off to sleep. After about a hour I got a text from my dad

Dad❤️

Lizzie needs you

Me:

Ok I'll be there soon

After sending a text back to my dad I found a piece of paper and wrote a note to hope

Lizzie needs me that's why I'm not there
I'll be back to check up on you later,
Love Josie

I put the note on the night table and closed the blinds since I know she doesn't like the light. After I'm finished I left the room heading to mine

Thoughts??