I won't hurt you... ~soukoku~

Pt. 1

~author's POV~
(Mentions of self harm and sexual harassmen)

Dazai got up, his wrists stinging and his eyes a bit puffy from crying and lack of sleep. Dazai looked at himself through the mirror, "pathetic" he would say to himself. "Dazai, what is taking you so long?". A pair of arms wrapped around Dazai's waist, Dazai having a neutral expression as the other guy pulled him close. "Aren't you gonna say something?" The guy asked as Dazai attempted to make him let go of him. "Will you stop this nonsense and let go of me already!? I'm trying to get ready for school!" Dazai was clearly mad. "Don't give me that attitude, you know what happens when you do." Dazai flinched and quickly shut up, letting the man hold him and touch him whichever way he wanted.

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Finally he got to school, late of course, the guy wouldn't let him go and forced Dazai to make out with him

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~Dazai POV~

I made sure my bandages were ok before going into the class, putting on my cheerful smile, even tho there was nothing I was happy about. "You're late." The teacher said "nope! Everyone just gets up to come here to early" I exclaimed while grinning, the teacher glares and I went to my seat, next to my friend, Atsushi, he was the only one who knew what was going on at home. "Did he do it again?" Atsushi looked at me, I could tell he was worried, I just nodded as he pulled me into a hug, I hated making him worry... class finished and I was walking down the halls with Atsushi, so many 6th grader were talking about a guy, I didn't care, right? No... I was interested, I wanted to know more, that guy sounded amazing, maybe even perfect. -Short, ginger hair, ocean blue eyes-. But I can't love another man, as perfect as he sounded, I would never be able to love him correctly... not in this life... suddenly I bumped into someone... more like we crashed and fell. "Watch where you're going, Dumbass!" Sheesh, who was this guy and why was he calling me a dumbass!? I looked at who it was, I didn't recognize him, but he looked quiet handsome... then it hit me... the new 6th grader at the school! I got up "Maybe you should be more careful, slug" I could tell he didn't like the nickname, but I didn't care. Atsushi helped him stand up as I looked out the window, only wondering how to open it so I can jump. "Dazai-san!" I turned towards Atsushi "jeez, I had been calling your name at least 18 times now! You better not be thinking of suicide!" I grinned "awww~ you know me too well, Atsushi-kun!" Suddenly, I saw someone running in our direction "Chuuya-kun! Stop running off whenever you get mad!" It was Akutagawa, I noticed that the shorty hadn't left yet, was his name Chuuya? "It's not my fault you're slow and those guys piss me off!" He scolded.  All I could do was wonder what had happened, I obviously didn't get the chance to ask since Akutagawa noticed me "Dazai-san! Can I finally show you how much stronger I got?!"

((P.S. Dazai never abused Akutagawa, He saved Akutagawa from a beat up by some older kids and Aku has been wanting to be strong like Dazai))

I sighed and shook my head "Not today Aku, maybe next time" I said him suddenly loose his good mood, I honestly felt upset for ruining it. I could tell the shorty was confused, but I didn't care, I started walking to my next class which so happened to be Gym!

The shorty had class with me... why did the 6th and 8th graders get mixed Gym classes!? I got to my locker and hell, even his locker was next to mine! I took off the coat of my uniform, taking a long pause to look at it

(Flash back)

"Let me go! I have to head to school!" I shouted, He took off the coat of my uniform and used it to tie me to the bed. He unbuttoned my shirt, frowning since he didn't like me having bandages on. "Get the hell off me!" I tried to get him off but I couldn't... gosh I hated this... he took off my bandages, then my pants, and finally my boxers, I squirmed uncomfortably under his gaze, I didn't want this... what did I do to deserve this!?