do you ever feel like maybe the world is falling down all around you and you try to just give up because who cares anymore? everyones gone, they left, they have all moved on.... so why cant you?
sometimes do you get that feeling from deep inside you that wants to burst ut of you but at the same time its like a physical dull, aching pain, one that cant e cured by any pain medicine...
do you look at other people and see how happy they are, are you jealus, do you wish you could be like that?
do you sometimes want to just sit down and cry your heart out one minute and the next you cant shed a tear?
does it hurt like hell to see how other people are so damned happy?
do you wonder if they feel the same as you?
do you wonder what goes throuh there mind when they see someone like me or you, a sad deppressed, emoish person.....
do you wonder if they think.... wow emo person what the hell
do you wonder if they wonder if maybe they feel bad for you, or maybe they feel the same way as you.....
how do the others do it? how do people that are abused,beaten ad all that shit move on how do they do it?
do they also cry themselves to slepp to ?
do they wish that they could fall back into the hole ( if you havent got it its death) do ou wonder
if just maybe possibly we could all join to gether and fal into the hole together, instead of 1 at a time
i wonder what its lik to die
is it a relief
do you see your life flash in front of you
do you see stuff you wish you hadent
are you finally able to let that dull pain go, can you just fall back into the hole?
if so
i wanna go now
((( if your wondering,yes im emo,i just dont cut......too much......... only 1 like every 2 months so chill..... and yes all these feelings are real....yes i no i cant barly understand it but well i promised myself to stop cutting an so now this is my vent.... writing and wattpad!!!!
