I know I LOVE you... ♡ SebRyan ♡

🌹 Chapter 1🌹

Ryan woke up tired, he couldn't sleep at all. It was the first day of school. He slowly got out of bed and went to take a shower. When he was done, he was gonna go casual but then he remembered his "crush" at this point it wasn't a crush, he fell in love with him hard...

"Ryan come down for breakfast!"

Ryan started going downstairs to eat.

"You excited to see you crush again?"

Ryan almost choked.

"Wait-"

"Yes, I know about him~"

He froze, he never knew if she was okay with him being gay, but it was so obvious he was, he was obvious really in love with the guy and rejected every girl who ever asked him out.

"Don't worry sweetheart, I support you"

"Oh thank god"

He sighed of relief. He was so grateful for this, but wasn't sure how his dad would react. He was strict and was honestly scary when he's mad. Thankfully he worked a lot and didn't come back till Ryan was already sleeping and went to work early for some extra money. Ryan finished his food and went to wash his dish before heading to school.

He took his car and got there with time to spare. He walked in and went to his locker. He started putting his things in the locker and as soon as he finished someone slammed it closed.

"Hey baby, did you miss me?"

"Ugh of course not"

This boy was Sebastian Moy. The most popular guy in school, a long with his friends and brother. He liked to tease Ryan by calling him baby or something like that. Everyone was head over heels in love with Sebastian but he rejected everyone. He never liked anyone before and doesn't want to, but he's also gay and no one knows besides his mom .

"Come on, baby I know you did"

"You're the last person I would miss"

Of course he was lying. He missed him so so much, even though he bullied him, uses him, and likes to play with his feelings, he never hated him. He enjoys being called baby by him and loves it more when he puts "my" before it.

Sebastian loved to try and embarrass Ryan in front of everyone by calling him baby. He did the same thing to him every year, he would get on a table in the cafeteria when everyone is eating or talking and say loud for everyone to hear

"LISTEN HERE EVERYONE, RYAN IS MINE SO STAY AWAY FROM HIM!"

Ryan rolled his eyes every time and said loud enough for people hear.

"It's just a joke so don't take it seriously, he just likes to annoy me"

And then the people who were there before told others so everyone knew he was joking.

**BACK TO NOW**

"Aww, why?"

"Because I never had missed you, you ask every year"

"Well baby, I missed you~"

Sebastian put his hands on his waist pulling him closer. Ryan just put his hands to his side.

"Let me go..."

"No, I missed you, baby~"

He hugged him tighter. Ryan knew he was teasing him so he pushed him off, even though inside he loved it. Ryan went off to class. Sebastian went off to find his friends. Ryan sat down in the back corner and waited for the lesson to start. He was chilling on his phone when Sebastian sat next to him.

"Hey, baby~"

He smiled. Ryan rolled his eyes again.

"Miss, can I move seats?"

"Sorry we don't have anymore available"

He sighed while Sebastian moved closer to him. He hugged Ryan again while Ryan jumped at his sudden touch. Sebastian pulled him closer and laid his head on his shoulder.

"Baby please don't ignore me..."

"I'm. Not. Your. Fucking. Baby."

The class was started but Sebastian didn't move. Ryan sighed loudly and paid attention to the lesson. Sebastian was snuggling into Ryan more.

"Well you stop? I'm trying to pay attention."

"No, I missed you.."

"Sebastian stop, we both know you don't and never did."

"Fine, you're right I was just teasing you"

"Well stop"

"Nah it's fun"

"Whatever let go of me"

"No, I don't want to"

"Boys!"

They looked up to the teacher.

"Pay attention and Mr. Moy let him go"

Sebastian sighed and let him go. Ryan missed the feeling of his arms around him but he wasn't going to let Sebastian find out he likes him. Soon it was lunch time and Ryan went to the cafeteria Sebastian grabbed his wrist and started taking him somewhere.

"Let me go, Sebastian"

"No"

He took him into the bathroom and locked the door.

"What the fuck-"

He was cut off by Sebastian's lips on his. Ryan froze, Sebastian was always touchy with him at the beginning of the year and made the excuse that he missed him but he never did. The kiss was so soft and slow... but Ryan couldn't move and even if he couldn't he wouldn't kiss him back...

*Sebastian pov*

I locked the door.

"What the fuck-"

I couldn't control myself and just kissed him softly. He wasn't kissing back back so I quickly realized what I was doing and stopped. I looked into his eyes and he didn't move at all.

"I-I'm s-sorry I don't know w-why I did t-that.."

He just stood there and didn't reply. I waved my hand in front of his face. He was shaking a lot, I hugged him tight and began apologizing over and over but he still didn't move and soon collapsed in my arms. I picked him up and he moved his arms around me but that's all he could do.

I took him to the nurse and she told me he was having a panic attack... from being overwhelmed and scared. I was shocked, did I really cause him a panic attack? I began cussing myself out in my head.

*Stupid bitch, you hurt him!*

I kept saying over and over again but then felt someone's arms around me, they felt tight....