Save me

Chapter 1

{Rose's POV}

1 cut for the jokes.

Another one for the humiliation.

Another one for the bullying.

Another one for being pathetic.

And 2 for being a disgrace.

Yea I'm a cutter but that doesn't make me a quitter.It only says that I'm trying my hardest to survive and I need to relax so this is pretty much what I decided to do to not be so depressed.

My bullies might seem like the school's sweetest kids but they're not.Jack G and Jack J but they call him JJ are my bullies.Jack G doesn't know when to stop so he always hurts me more than of the amount he wanted.Now that I think about it...Jack (G) is so much abusive than JJ.

I wonder why they hate me so much?Why?Why do you hate such an innocent teenager who only wants to live a normal teenage life?

Jack and JJ are best buds and they always seem to never be apart.They're are always together, Wherever.

Thank god it was a Saturday or else I would've come home with a bruised arm or a beat up stomach.

There was always this kid who was friends with the Jacks named Shawn and he'll always try to help me up but the Jacks would always pull him with them.

I have no friends whatsoever and no pets.I live a bad life.No childhood memories.For gods sake I didn't even got to have a goldfish.

"I'm home!!!" I heard the bitch that I call my stepmom."Hey honey" she said walking in my room."Can you like try and knock for the first time ever" she gave me the smile that said 'I'm gonna fucking kill your little arse' "Is your father home?" Oh no...every sense she married my dad She've abused me and that's why I'm mean to her.

"N-no" I said stuttering."Good" she simply said walking out of my room.What just happened?Did my stepmom who's abusive just let me get off the hook?

I ignored of what just happened and decided to draw.

**2 hours later**

I drew 5 new paintings for me to put in my wall and I like how they came out.In my wall I had paintings that I drew and some posters.After putting them on my wall I started watching some YouTube videos and that's when this idea popped in my head.Why not make my own Channel!!!

I called my channel 'Rose' yep just simple rose.I pretty much started my first video of like this."Hey guys my name is Rose and I'm 18 and I love to listen to music,draw,and.... do stuff that I don't want to share" so that's how it went off and I ended it with a little smile that i didn't knew I was hiding I mean this is fun!

It was about 11:37 PM and I thought it was time to call it a night so I changed into black leggings,a black t-shirt and some black socks.Thats when I knew that I wanted to be a youtuber and that'll help me more because I'll know if I have friends or not.

I knocked out at like 11:56 PM.