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• Shaniyah Black •
"I didn't sleep with him."
"I want to believe you, I do Niyah but it looks bad." Jade said and I rolled my eyes
"He has cancer Jade that's the only reason why he was coming here so often and we're friends so it's not weird that he confided in me. I don't see why she's still upset now that she knows the truth."
"Because her husband has been visiting you for months and didn't tell her that he was dying. Don't act stupid Shaniyah." He snapped
"I don't get why you're upset with me. She acted irrationally yet I'm the still the whore in the end."
"Oh here comes victim Shaniyah." "What's that supposed to mean Jade?"
We haven't had an actual argument in years, petty disagreements? Yes but afterwards he'd always call and we'd end up making up.
"You did all that horrible shit to her with me so of course she's never going to fully trust you especially with all these secrets." He explained and I couldn't help but let out a loud laugh
"So we fuck behind her back for years, have multiple kids and I'm the only to blame? I never forced you to put your dick inside of me you fucking prick." I spat
"Nobody said that."
"Yes you do! You all do, she sits there and blames me for everything but you did that shit with me Jade yet she fucks you again and leaves the husband she cares about so much?"
"She was vulnerable and I took advantage of her caring for me. You refuse to take accountability and that's why you're here. Alone, your kids can't stand you and you've ruined her life yet again."
"My kids don't hate me." "Be hon"—
"My kids don't hate me." I repeated "So how come the older ones can't stand you?"
That was a low blow. I've messed up many times in my life but I'm trying. For the past eighteen years I've been trying, yes I've messed up and made mistakes but I'm trying. I messed up with Ashton but I'm working on things with him and when he pushed his ex/baby mama to committing suicide I loved him through it all, I watched his two children and made sure my son ate at least once a day. When a couple years ago when Jake was in a coma. I visited every single day, I made sure his girlfriend and child was set up and taken care and for the rest of my kids I promised myself I'd never put them through what I did to my first two kids. I saw how much my mess ups hurt and almost ruined them. I don't deserve a cookie or a meddle for being a mother but I'm trying. I am sick and tired of trying to prove that I'm actually trying to be better.
