rndm 2// john,paul,george, ringo
To John, Paul, George, and Ringo;
When you said that I'm good to carry that weight a long time, I didn't expect it to be this long. For something so invisible to be this heavy is so tiring, And having this thing, will not be too easy to let go.
I'll understand if you forget me, but seeing your smile fading for the loss of memory is saddening.
I have known you as my second home, my comfort zone, the woman nex to my mom.
You have carry the weight for the long time, but you let go the wrong way.
You look at me with full of familiarity,
Full blown smile, plastered on your face.
Your eyes says otherwise, the weight you have reflects mines.
Wrong name slip your lips, that's not me mama, I'll just smile for your sake.
I know you let go the wrong way.
And when I tried to go down memory lanes, nothing specific came to me.
Hi! If you ever remember me, you used to gave me hugs and kisses on the cheeks,
I missed those things.
this not the kind of inspirations that I wanted to write.
I'm just too sad, that I need to get this off my chest.
I'm sorry that you let this things go the wrong way.
I know that until now, you are still fighting.
The disgrace on your face when you can't tell anything shows.
And for the life to be this hard, it had given you so damn much.
Fuck those, who say this is challenge we don't go signing up for this.
You hold onto the wrong faith. You don't want me saying these these things, so I'll be writing it instead.
Today is one of those night that I wish to be windy,
So it'll blow my tears dry and don't see my sad eyes
If you could only just let go of me, not your whole memory.
My second home, your birthday is not October.
I miss your hugs and kisses on my cheeks.
Will you please hold on to your memories.
I hate that you let go of me the wrong way.
If John, Paul, George and Ringo is right that nothing is real, then shits are not real.
Will you comeback to us.
I just miss you.
