rndm 5 // jst myb
I've been pointing too much blame on your Deity.
In all of this mess how I wish to change the way I am.
I keep tracking the sound regrets and the wailing sound of this little whimpering mess.
For all I know we choose see what we wanted, that doesn't make us blinded.
We made such pathetic pleas.
We wish to stop? Where is the will. There you are running down the hill.
Can I evolve into something different?
Way cooler than I thought it would be,
I feel and sound idiotic, I might be one.
For all I know we never wish for the rain t stop. It matches me.
Sad, colorful trip down the rainbow,
Who knows I might be writing down proposition, or maybe, just maybe, it is just maybe.
I'm not asking for you to support it, well I'm just saying is it worth it?
Don't tell that we still got time, for the love of someone you believe we wasted all the time.
I know in the end, I've known it since, it is never worth it.
So here we are, not trying for something we both believe might happen.
Too afraid of trying, cause I know, we both know that we will end up crying.
So I'll save goodbye in another time maybe, just maybe, it is just maybe.