rndm 6 // frnd
I remember you told me, you are jealous of who I talk to, that was 4 years ago.
I know you've met friends, cos we talked about them.
I was just wondering if you still feel the same.
I know from that moment you are vulnerable, I comfort you and told you, "you are my best friend- I can't afford to loose you."
Those words were never lie.
I know for sure that if I let you read this, you can't remember a thing.
Cos we both share memories and yours was buried deep within.
I can't blame you, you keep on making memories with your pals.
And here I am stuck with your words.
I still keep on telling myself that I can't afford to loose you.
I wonder if your are still jealous of who I talk to, now.
Because I am.
It is not me who you share things with.
I love to see you grow, but I just can't let you go.
When you look at me, I don't want you to see the girl that reminds your of who you were 8 years ago
I know the plans we made all those years, was a dream now.
I probably, just over thinking now.
But the way all this feeling felt so right.
It can maybe true.
I know we are like a thousand steps far from each other now.
Did I say, I'm proud of you?
I hope I said it enough.
Tell me if you plans changed, so I can adjust mine, I made plans with people in my life but our is what I want to keep.
We barely talk, but you still sound the same.
I might be seeing thing over the lines, or not looking at all.
I just like to think to you would never change.
I still look at you as the girl 8 years ago.
So here I'm letting you read this, for some sort of, what they say healthy things.
I have grown so fond of you.
It is selfish to say this but, I hope you are still jealous to who I talk to.
Because I am.
