THE CURSE

~Morana's diary~

15/07/2022                  13:00 (1 pm.)

Guess what. I got accepted in my dream school-LA High School of Music and Arts. It's in Los Angeles, California and I am very excited. I live in London but I guess it won't matter. It will be expensive tho but my parents don't mind ,,Since it's for your education" they say. I dreamed of studying there since I was little. Here in London I have always been an outsider and I hope that there I will find friends. The only friend I had here, beside my brother was my ex bestfriend. We have known each other since we were 3. I had a huge crush on this super cute guy last year and guess what. Yup, correct. She made out with him in the restrooms once by the time of the lunch break. Then they started dating and she spread rumors to the whole school. She said that I was trying to steal him from her and that I had his photos all over my room. Does she think I am crazy? I find it so weird to have photos of your crush all over your room. Of couse if it's a celebrity it is not that weird, but just a guy that you like-no, nope, no way. Anyways. I am leaving this behind. I want to enjoy my summer and spend the time I have with my parents.

20/07/2022             14:34 (2:34 pm)

I am on a holiday in Greece. It's so beautiful. We are in a small house and I have a room on my own. It's not very big but it has everything I need. There is a TV, a wardrobe, a bed, a tiny coffee table with an armchair next to it and a balcony with two chairs and a flower pot. I am feeling really calm and relaxed in here. I wish my room in our home looked like that. Sadly it doesn't.. Anyways. I am here for two days now and it's just amazing. I can smell the salty water from the open door of the balcony. The water is very clean and there are many seashells. It's just gorgeous. I am happy that we were able to come here even with the Virus going around. But to be completely honest, me and my parents don't believe in it..

02/08/2022                             9:43am

My father found out that my mother has been cheating on him for a year and they are going to get a divorce. I don't know how I feel about this. Like okay, it's their choice. I just hope that the court doesn't ask me who I want to stay with because I love them both and even if I know that what my mom did isn't right, I still can't choose betwen them.

22/08/2022             21:56 (9:56 pm)

Update: I don't know how this happened but the divorce happened today and now officially I have divorced parents. Isn't it just amazing :) My mom is going to live with her new boyfriend but they are both going to send me money because I will be coming home only for the vacations. I know you are wondering where am I gonna stay. Well there is a building that is like a block of flats and the students who aren't from LA can stay there and they have to pay rent every month. There are 2 people in a room (at least from what I know). And the girls's wing is aside of the boys's. ALSO! I am going there in four days. Gosh I am so excited that I can't even describe it. I will update again when I arrive there.