Months passed and we became going home mates. I wait for her but doesn’t wait for me haha. If I was dismissed first I would wait for her, but not vice versa. Also I consider her rush to go home so she can catch some breath in the tiring freshman year. My favourite part of the going home mates is when I wait at a shop that she would pass then surprise her while walking on her back while saying “Is it hard to stay solo?,” then she will gasp and I will smile.
I was thinking confessing that I have feelings for her, but opportunity won’t let me. Until one day a gm made me confess quickly. It was about October or September when I received a gm from her on a rainy day and classes were suspended. The gm says “Pass this to 20 people in your inbox and someone will confess to you,” it gave me chills and made my mind think for a long time, my mind says “Hey! Someone is given a chance to confess! Grab it,” I thought saying such feelings via message is a coward thing to do, and it will look like it has less feelings.
As the day progressed the gm started to haunt me. After a good while and thinking I told her I like her. She was shocked at that time; she thought that the one I like is her former classmate. Well I said that she is my cousin, and she was shocked yet again.
I used the moment to ask if I can court her. She rejected me, how? Well considering she answered ‘’let’s study first.‘’
