Dan and Phil (Phan au)

Chapter 3 Thanks for the ride

POV Dan

I woke up to my alarm going off loudly in my ear and quickly snoozed it. It is seriously so hard to get up in the morning when you stay up till 3am on the Internet and have to get up for school at 5am I don't know how I do it honestly. And to be quite honest I don't even see the point in school it just doesn't make sense to me. We go sit in a room with a bloody ton of mindless chimps and be bored out of your mind all day.

After I finally got out of my bed I checked my phone and saw a text from Phil

Phil: "hey mate. Just letting you know I'm awake and seeing if you still want that ride."

Me: "yes please I'd love it. I'll let you know when I'm ready is that okay?"

Phil: "yeah that's perfect. see you in a bit."

Me: "okay thanks again."

Phil: "you're welcome. Anytime :D"

I didn't reply. I figured I'd just text him when I was ready. I plugged my straightener in and let it heat up and went to look for my outfit. I decided that today I would add a little color so I threw on my black and red "My Chemical Romance" shirt with black skinny jeans and red converse. That's a lot more color than I usually wear to school, or anywhere for that matter. I'm just not a colorful person I guess you could say.

I took off my sleep shirt and looked in the mirror and got angry. I was angry I let myself get like this. I'm so fat I need to control my weight I need to stop eating. I need to realize that nobody is ever going to want a fat piece of crap like me. Nobody. Bloody hell I don't even want me. I also examined the cuts on my ribcage and got even angrier. I was furious with myself. Then I took off my pyjama pants and looked at the cuts on my hips and thighs. My FAT hips and thighs. I hate myself so much. After about 10 minutes of my self loathing I threw my clothes on and went over to my desk and looked in my mirror and grabbed my straightener and started straightening my hair. After about 15 minutes I decided I was done straightening my hair even if it wasn't straight because hey! Neither am I.

Then I grabbed my phone and decided to ring Phil.

"Hey Phil!! It's me dan!"

"I thought so."

"So I'm just about finished getting ready so if you wanna head over now that would be great."

"Yeah of course I'm on my way."

"Great see you in 10 bye Phil!!"

"Bye Dan!!"

Then I grabbed my school bag and cellphone and headed down the steps and saw my mom in the kitchen with my brother.

"Hey mum" I said

"Hey Daniel. How did you sleep Hun?" She asked

"I slept fine and you know I hate it when you call me Daniel." I told her

"Sorry honey. I'll work on it." she said rolling her eyes.

"Thanks I appreciate it." I said sarcastically.

"You need to hurry up and get ready so you can make the bus." she said

"Oh. I'm not taking the bus." I told her

"Then how Re you getting to school because I'm not driving you." She said

"I know. Phil is." I said

"Well okay. That's fine as long as you get to school on time." She told me

"I will. I promise." I said

"Breakfast is on the table." she let me know.

"Im not hungry." I lied. I am so hungry but I can't eat I just can't do it. So many calories. I can't let myself eat. Not today. I just can't.