December 21: 2020st the month of snow ❄️ i started walking through a dusty road no one was around since the month was super cold and everyone was sleeping comfortabley at their house.
Ring ring my phone buzzed, It was my bestest friend who was there for me every time. She is cute and bold. She has shorter hair just like me. Yes it was my friend sachu. She called me and asked me to meet her at her tution class.Yes tution class, where I met him the first love of my life. But now i am thinking why i met him . But anyways i was at my way to the class. I reached and i was shivering because of the cold climate. Some one came towards me and offered me his jacket he was tall and had a thick brows and messy hair. He was charming. His eyes was glowing and he was really handsome. I read his attraction towards me in his eyes. Suddenly i heard some one called shabarii.. yaa and now i understood his name was shabari. It was my friend who called him. He said"you can have this since its cold outside" and he just walked away. Sachu walked towards me and we talked for several hours and my words stoped and i became speechless when i heard her saying that he asked about you. How come a strange guy i just met asked about me like we just met. She said" He knew about you since from a long time. I was shocked but at the same time i was happy. I don't know why i felt like that. That evening after a busy day i was cleaning my room because it was such a mess. Ring ring my phone buzzed again it was a message notification from an unknown number. I texted back "who's this??" The hair of my arms stood up, my eyes enlarged, something was going inside my stomach then i realised that i was covered with butterflies all over me🦋
Yes it was him the same person who i met at the tution centre. We had a lot of conversation for hours and hours. I was feeling something that i've never felt towards any one. It was something new and something special. He was a good listener and a speaker. A perfect person i needed he was all that.A coolest person. "Uhmm are you interested to love someone" he asked. "Why not" i replied because i needed to feel and experience the feeling of the intense feel which is called love. After that the reply which i received it was just i don't know how to explain I've never expected that reply "then can be your love?." I was amazed hearing those words from a coolest guy because I am not even that cool. I am one of the dumbest person and how come a handsome person propose me. I replied "yeaaa why not" i didn't think about anything that time but just him.He was inside my mind all the time. And that made me not to think about anything else just the word love and his name was on my mind. I loved everything about and that made me feel a type of addiction towards him... We enjoyed every single seconds, every single minute, every hour, every day together. Mine deepest desires was him and his was me. We both was like a star shining in the star. I felt him inside each and every part of me. He was pricing into every inch of my heart. I loved my name even more when he started to call it. It was really great things was going on a smooth path until an another person's interference came into our relationship. The time we used to spend together decreased he wasn't texting me for days. The New year eve came. The world was saying goodbye to 2020. I received his call at sharp 12:00am. "Happy new year babe". It was his first and last call. I was happy that time but i didn't know its gonna end after this and it gonna end just like 2020 ended. My phone was off for a couple of days and when i turned it on by hopping his text messages will be countless but the result was heart breaking he doesn't sent me a single text. I was really depressed and i checked on him but what i got to know was even worse. He got committed to another girl who i doubted but everytime when i doubt him he used to convince me by saying she is his sister but the moment he got committed i understood it was all a lie. And our love story wasn't like romeo and Juliet it ended by making me feel that these love and this silly couples goals doesn't even exist. I felt loosing my mind for the first time. I cried the whole night. The tears wasn't stoping.I lost the person who means the whole world for me. I tried to text him but I was not able to and then i called him " what about our whole thing that we had" I asked. "I don't understand what you are talking about. Wdym our things. We were friends nothing else" He replied. I lost myself after hearing this from him. I realised that he didn't even loved me and this all was a play. I hated love. I hated reality. And depressed like hell. It made me realise the love has happy endings only on movies not but not in real life. Its just fake as those child hood stories our parents used to tell us . I was completely out of my control'even tried suicide attempts. My friends were with me they comforted me and made me a lot better but still i missed him more than anything I thought I would never fall in love ever again but I didn't know that it was just a beginning. I got into several relationship after that but nothing worked out and that made me feel the love inside me drained out. Until i a
met a beautiful person who got all of my attention yeah I thought the love inside me was ended until I met him....
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