I'm sorry ( sanegiyuu)

Pt4

Time skip ( a/n I'm trying to make this story longer but I also just came up with a beginning and a end nothing in between and no alt ending yet😭)

Giyuu pov  TW: IDK EVEN KNOW BUT SORRY IF IT TRIGGERS YOU

ever since my last mission with sanemi I have been planning out my death and working on letters. I had it all planned out , I was gonna go to a nearby cliff , and do it there , but write letters to everyone I care about , even the dead ones ( dear Billie 😭😭).

Sanemi's was special , it said the address of were my death would be, so he could visit were I had died . I also wrote a quote that I had herd  somewhere , I don't remember were but it was " if you love someone let them go." I kind of felt bad for putting such a thing on sanemi's because I knew he cared about me so so so much. But he has to let go sometime.

The next day

I set all my letters down at peoples doorsteps and all that was left was my sisters and Sabito's
And sanemi's So I walked through the foggy morning to the demon slayer cord graveyard and slowly walked through all of the rows of graves finally stumbling upon sabito's , I walked up to it and reached into my sachle of letters and pulled out sabitos letter ( this sene is completely based off of the dear Billie sene in stranger things)  I then kneeled in front of the grave the wet grass squishing under my knees . I read the letter out loud , then I set it on the grave and slowly stood up and walked away. And I repeated that exact thing but with my sister's grave .
I knew sanemi was coming back from a mission tonight so I waited until he was almost home to put his somewhere and go end it all.

A/N  dude I'm sitting in the back of the plane , there is so much turbulence I'm scared but I think ill survive